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Tuesday 19 November 2013

Fantasy

Few lines inspired by Ralph Waldo Emerson 

 "There are as many pillows of illusion as flakes in a snow-storm. We wake from one dream into another dream"








Now I am gone my love
I have broken away from the splendid dream
I heard  the future belongs to those
Who believe in their dreams
Deep into the darkness
I stood peering
Waiting for him to maneuver
Disclose his gambit
I wondered 
would he sacrifice me or bless me
You very well know
I am talking about him the supreme
Taken aback
My breath trapped within me
When the sweetened showers
Poured down on me
He whispered in muffled sound
Asked me to look for 
"A dream with in the shattered dream
Don't over look and smell fragrance of future
Abandon the memories of past 
The fragments of the fragrant dream
Dress up and welcome a new fantasy "





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Wednesday 13 November 2013

Luscious Lips


Few lines on luscious lips....



Your blood stained lips

Ah luscious

Place them on my thirsty lips

They are so full of nectar


Wrap me in your arms

Before I cease to breathe

I cant bear the heat

I need to be sheltered


Let my burning body melt in your arms

Its time for you to know

You rein my body my soul

Without you I feel like an aged hot desert


Let me feel the cold shower

So breathe

Make me an Oasis so green

Before my soul frees my apparel


Let me not remain me

Drown me in your moist eyes

Plunge in to deep green

Let me leap through your realm




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Saturday 9 November 2013

Silence

“In the silence of the heart God speaks. If you face God in prayer and silence, God will speak to you. Then you will know that you are nothing. It is only when you realize your nothingness, your emptiness, that God can fill you with Himself. Souls of prayer are souls of great silence.” 
― Mother TeresaIn the Heart of the World: Thoughts, Stories and Prayers


Few words on Silence -


My speech where do you want to reach
When you know you are not louder than silence
Who I  chose to befriend 

The silence now has become my little friend
The words that cant speak
I decided to un friend


My joys and sorrows
You have been with me
Since I began to perceive and discern


Turn the  key to my soul
And  I am sure you will believe
When I say silence is my greatest strength


My echoing heart

You don't need no words
To reach out to those who don't understand


Words  can be  shaped. 
Promises  can be made to lull the heart and seduce the soul
In the final analysis words are meaningless




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Friday 8 November 2013

IRIS




Blows are  what awaken us and help to break the dreams They show us the insufficiency of this world
and make us long to escape, to have freedom -(Swami Vivekananda)





Though the following lines are purely my expression yet inspired by  by Swami Vivekananda quote


Like a moron
I thought
I lie in thy heart
Away from  the claws of evil

I didn't know
The strings will fall apart
Before I unfurl
And flower like an Iris

I wrote
On the walls of your heart
The showy petals of some flowers are pungent
It hurts when you breathe in

I choked
Tried to breathe in the smog
But failed to survive
The stroke of demeaning

I rose
From the piles
With that one  smile
That assured me it could heal me

A mud pie
That was blown
When you crushed the Iris with your toes
Woke me up from my dream




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Wednesday 16 October 2013

Evening of Life

Life is strange we run after what we don't have rather than treasure what we already have ! few lines describing one of the truths of life



I like when you say
You do love me and care
But bygones are bygones
That's what life will say

When I am  gone
When my memories fade
When  you move on
That's how we are made

You are running after the stars
I wonder how do you say
You care
When you have no time to spare

Smitten with desires and craves
We do forget
We have become slaves
Of this life and don't care

We don't treasure
Someone who is there
To conquer is the only crave
When we are young and naive

At Evening of Life
When we  begin to talk like a sage
When the Autumn of Life
Stops us from the race

We look back
And appraise
Try to bring back the time
Wish to live the golden age  once again

Now hear me out  when I say
Think of me before its too late
The time will not come back again
And  its not  hearsay

Though you may say
 I should have faith in you and be strong
You are led by phantasmagoria
It will end one day

My only advice
Try to surface
Before its too late
Before my residue fades





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Tuesday 8 October 2013

Lull Before The Storm

Some times silence speaks more than words , please read on....



I hope you know
This endless  silence has a meaning
I am so quiet 
You too have chosen to remain silent
Since the time I refused to kneel before your queen
My foresight spoke to me last night
Gave me a piece of advice
" Break the silence
Its a lull before the storm
The thin wall between you two is made of silence
Don't let the lull  deepen if you have a choice
Break the silence before the wind blows everything
But i am so cold that my heart has begun to skip the beat
If you care to know  about my feelings
Go back to that night
There after I rhymed
A walk on  this road is a different realm
Don't cast shadows of your life over me
Nor force me to see the world
That I don't wish to see
Now when you force me to ride the tide
That I never ever built
Tell me why am I being punished for others deeds
Since I have told you few times
And you know I am not lying
I will stand by your side 
Until the death do us part 
And I mean it
But I shall never play the violin
For those who don't deserve to hear me rhyme
Though the silence may be deafening
And if you have opined
That I should have been diligent
In handling your queen
You are being egocentric
My feelings for you have no meaning
So let the silence prevail
I can live without my wings






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Monday 7 October 2013

Fire

Love is a beautiful feeling , a feeling which is easier to feel than express and  I never fall short of words to express it . Once again few lines on love...




Give me no name
Hold me only when you desire
But my breath shall speak of you 
Breathe out only your name
Till the end
Till my last fragment burns on the pyre

With empty hands I shall wane
Before you can feel my pain
Like star dust
I shall submerge in the genesis
Yet continue to light up the flame
That I lit to remind him of my only desire

Like a star I shall gaze
From above the sky I shall pray
For you to come into my life once again
But this time be only mine  without fail
I shall talk to him and bargain
If I hear you whisper you too have the same desire

This time be my usher 
And light up my life with your smiles 
That's my only prayer
Moisten my life
If you nod with a smile 
I shall extinguish  the flame that  I lit 
For him to accomplish my only desire 



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Friday 4 October 2013

Life after Death



Few lines inspired by death  the ultimate truth




LEAVE me a little while alone,
Let the silence take over in the darkness of his womb

Listen ! Yes even as I stand I feel the comfort of his hand
His soothing voice sounds like chimes those were windblown

Remove the crumbling flowers and wreaths from my couch
I want no marks on my holy shroud

Keep me away from the mournful crowd
It reminds me of the life laced with glory sheen and shone

Like I came naked all alone on my own
Let me go like I had neither friends nor foes no belongings l had no home

How poor were Fame ,did grief confess

The death can make a great lifeless

Our wreaths may fade the flowers may wane
Our well ripened deeds shall remain untouched above our grave

The death has bestowed what life withheld
I have learnt the secret of life after death

Its clouds and stars who have the power
Let me rejoice few moments of attained wisdom before I forget when I see the doorway to another throne



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Thursday 3 October 2013

Above his Law

Once again on divine feelings





Your smiles are a bait
I know I can't escape
Though I know the price I shall have to pay
In this life I can not evade
His ordinance , his mandate
Couldn't control nor could I wait
For another life to fall in love
And experience the feeling of being in love
And being loved

Here I lie like a slave
Away from his sights
Within the folds of your heart
Though I know I am not safe
For he has eyes and his own ways
Though I tried and left no trace
So that for a while I could feast and survive
On what he forsake
The forbidden love

Plunge deep in to my eyes
Now don't wait nor evaluate
Love me like a maniac
Feel no menace 
Its me alone who shall pay the price
In case he says
As it is me who dared his mandate
It is me who chose to rise
Above his law


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Monday 2 September 2013

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Saturday 27 July 2013

Forever

Life is a journey at times cumbersome at times full of colours , As usual in conversation with him...




You gave me a name
You told me I am a rider
Don't you remember I am naive
The reflection of  displeasure on my face
Speaks of my fear of saddle

My staggering gait 
Speaks of the pain
The fear of stumbling haunts me forever
I wish you were with me in this cumbersome journey
I wish we were together

Like a moth my wings got inflamed
Have become irreparable 
Chasing each flame that looked like a ray
To overcome my defeat 
In my struggle with the various colours of terror

Each day is another day 
Yet loaded with pain
That  shrieks have begun to sound like melodious rain
The pain has become an emollient
That's seems to have been rubbed in forever

You may laugh 
You may feel its an easier game
For there's none above you
Who can punish you for your notorious ways
You will remain a mystery forever

You have several names  to all I pray
Bare the secret that you have never shared
How do I free myself from this cage
Ride without reins or saddle  
I don't wish to be known as a rider


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Friday 5 July 2013

For You

A guest post I should rather say a beautiful piece of poetry by Akshit Dawar pl click on the link to read more www.akshitdawar.blogspot.com



String of pearls, hug her nape
Freya zingers, as she comes down the stairs
In the attire of the lady I’m entrap
Beauty beyond thoughts, wonder Clare

Alluring sensation, so divine and pure
Garnishedwith a smile, that’s majestic and grand
To a sorrowing heart, her touch is a cure
In the nest of my  heart, she soberly land

Apparel structured as never before
Soothes the soul as a flyingthistledown does
Moon beholds, moonlight adores
Pleasant art of God, admires Greuze

For a speck of her glimpse, angels compete
as the time ascend, louder she glares
To stay with her the winds sleet
beauty of her charm, inexpressible for trou-vere


Like a silent devotee, I owe to you

To this materialistic world I bid adieu

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Wednesday 3 July 2013

A Questionnaire

“The greatest book in the world, the Mahabharata, tells us we all have to live and die by our karmic cycle. Thus works the perfect reward-and-punishment, cause-and-effect, code of the universe. We live out in our present life what we wrote out in our last. But the great moral thriller also orders us to rage against karma and its despotic dictates. It teaches us to subvert it. To change it. It tells us we also write out our next lives as we live out our present.
The Mahabharata is not a work of religious instruction.It is much greater. It is a work of art.

Few lines inspired by Peter Brook's the Mahabharata (1989 film)




I asked the stars I asked the moon
Why do you smile at me standing far away
They told me they are in a mood to share with me a secret    
That I had been ignoring in the past years
On my reluctance to hear what they want to share
Until they agreed to solve my questionnaire
That I put forth for them to answer
For me that was the easiest way to escape
Here I share the questionnaire that was answered well with in time
That I gave them and promised to hear what they had to say



"What is quicker than the wind? "
 "Thought."
  "What can cover the Earth?"
  "Darkness."
 "Who are more numerous? The living or the dead?"
  "The living, because the dead are no longer."
 "Give me an example of space."
 "My two hands as one."
 "An example of grief?"
 "Ignorance."
 "Of poison?"
 "Desire."
  "An example of defeat."
 "Victory."
 "Which came first, day or night?" 
"Day, but it was only a day ahead."
 "What is the cause of the world?"
 "Love."
 "What is your opposite?"
 "Myself."
 "What is madness?" 
"A forgotten way." 
"And revolt? Why do men revolt?"
 "To find beauty, either in life or in death."
 "And what for each of us is inevitable?"
 "Happiness."


Like a fool I looked at my questionnaire
That they took no time to answer
And asked me if there are few more to come their way
An ignorant like me , now had no choice but nod
And hear the secret that they wanted to share
With me on that star studded night
That was as bright as a day


In a lighter mood they questioned me
If I knew " The greatest wonder of the world ?"
My widened eyes were enough to convey
Decode the secret I am your slave
And found myself murmur
"A little wisdom that I have is granted by you
And the secret world of far away"

While my mind was still searching for the answer
They peeked into my eyes as if they knew
I am searching for an answer so I looked away
With a widened smile the moon whispered in my ear
"Each day death strikes,And we live as though we were immortal. This is the greatest wonder."
The passing by  wind was so amused
That it stopped by and wondered 
Why had the moon come so close to my ear 
And tried to hear the secret it shared
So was I amused on realisation that the stars and the moon
Were no longer smiling and I wondered 
" Who was it that whispered in my ear "


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Sunday 16 June 2013

Once Again



Love is an intense feeling , a feeling that's hard to express as it has neither sound or appearance , one
can only hear its knock and see it in the eyes of a person who is engulfed by this feeling.....few lines
on love " Once Again "




Shower me with love once again
Whisper my name once again
You are so beautiful murmur again

Like an angel you came in to my life when I least cared 
My dreams that had begun to break turned me insane   
You are the one and only one who could have rescued my soul from the pain 

I see your reflection when I confront the mirror that says
It can see love ooze out every time I whisper your name  
So can it smell the insanity in the air

The fear of losing you from my sights has made me frail 
If you really mean the words that you say 
I can dwell in your fathomless eyes If you can accommodate

The euphoria I feel when I breathe your breath I must say
The crimson sheen on my cheeks speak of your touch that I cant betray
Your lips when entangle mine they are no more estranged

One more time look into my eyes and say" I cant escape 
Your beautiful eyes .. your smile..  the curls in your hair 
when they sway "








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Saturday 15 June 2013

Story of a soldier

The best compliment I received since the release of my poetry book "Deep In My Heart " A mail from Air Vice Marshal Rakesh Yadav   followed by touching poetry composed by none other than him...

Dear Alka,
1    How are you ?

I am reading 
Deep in my heart
With some breaks,here and there 
Soon absorb this piece of art

Meanwhile, to a poetess
Story of a soldier
Narrated in dream
'O' our men on frontier

2    Would select my favourites out of very impressive line up of 65 soon and revert.
Best wishes
Air Vice Marshal Rakesh Yadav









Subject: Final posting



Last night while sleeping
I died. . or so it seemed
Then I went to heaven
But only in my dream

Up there my Record Keeper met me
Standing at the Entry Gates,
He said, "I must check your record...
Please stand here and wait."

He turned and said "Your record
Is covered with terrible flaws,
On earth I see you rallied
For every losing cause."

I see that you drank rum,
smoked and killed too,
Fact is, you've done everything
A good person should never do.

We can't have people like you up here....
Throughout your life all you did was hear,
You carried out orders without pausing to think.
You never asked for instructions in ink..

Then he read the last of my record
And his eyes grew moist.
He took my hand gently and said,
"Come in.

'You stood in isolated places and shivered alone
You left your kith, kin, hearth and home
You come from an unresponsive, ungrateful nation
You were denied your rights by every Pay Commission'

He led me up to the Caretaker of Heaven ...
"Take him in and treat him well,
He has served in the Indian Military ...
He's done his time in Hell. "

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Thursday 23 May 2013

If You Love Someone


Few lines inspired by the famous saying " If you love someone set them free
If they come back to you they are yours If they don't they were never yours "





I was about to leave when you stepped into my life
Like a storm that never informs before it arrives

The tulips that you wrote with your name  on my heart  
They relieved me of the pain that I felt before you came into my life

Your musk that you spread every where before you left to comeback again 
My breath is still enticed by you and can smell it when I recite your name

I can still hear you say  , " I can  give you no name
But through out your life you will find me with you by your side  "

Though I can see you are still there but who is this  Nightingale
That I see every time I snoop into your life 

Like a shadow she follows you every where 
Even on the path that you may tread by mistake

Now tell me where am I wrong when I say 
I am willing to drift away if you like 

I am only being pragmatist and want to set you free
And unfurl like a flower in fresh air

If your love for me is true you will come back to me
If not in this life then may be in the next life

Like they say " If you love someone set them free
If they come back to you they are yours If they don't they were never yours " My Life


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Saturday 18 May 2013

Life

Few lines of enlightenment once again



My debacle

My disastrous collapse
A catastrophe
The ultimate epitome of devastation,
Is all I can speak of
Till the time I am alone

Silently I try to gather 
Bits of my long forgotten dreams
And pieces of my life
That lie on the floor
I try to spread my wings
But they are caught in the web
That he spun in his loom

Like a child I try to free me
But the loops are too strong
My doubts are no wrong
He will not let go off me
Till the time the stains have dried
Until they have disappeared from my robe

The revel it seems is not for me
For I have not learnt to live
I heard him roar just now
And asked me to feast
He said " Why do you worry without cause
When each one of you have come alone
And will exit alone "




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JUST LIKE THAT (JLT)

Few lines in hindi please click the link to read the original post

http://floating-diamonds.blogspot.in/2013/05/doar.html








"Zara suno toe
Ruk kar chalo toe
Meri aankhon mein doob kar kaho toe
Keh kar toe dekho
Main hoon tumhare dil ki pari......



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Sunday 12 May 2013

The Omen



Few lines on the  dark when I am surrounded by The Omen in me ....My satanic thoughts at times are too strong that I find it hard to free myself from palpable feelings....







Buried in the darkness
Only Silhouettes surrounding me
I grope in the dark
But the hollow walls are all I can feel

My satanic thoughts have become strong
They have begun to overpower me
The palpable feelings are strong
I try to move away from thee

I try to erase the memories of past
But the walls seem to have ears they can hear me
They speak to me in the dark
Ask me if I can live in emotional poverty

I nod my head in contradiction
Yet cant stop the self destructive thoughts
The omen that is in me
Who now is my guide who has begun to navigate me

My mind is too hazy I am lost
The consequences don't bother me
Like an unpredictable eccentric
I cruise on anonymous streets



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Set Me Free

Life is an unsolved mystery , a maze that the heavens control but we like pawns on chess board play as planned ..... few lines on jigsaw puzzle of life



My heart my soul your aches
None can hear your shrieks
Nor one knows
Who set ablaze my wings

The mystery of blood shed
When my heart was strewn apart
I watched him play with
The chords of his only violin

No questions I can ask
I Know if my eyes rained and poured
None would be there to console
The irony of life I must live with it

My nights and days are swarmed with thoughts
I can see him play with
And roll her in his arms
And hear his loud chants
" You are amazing, I love your beautiful skin "

My knees have become too week to
Sail me through the agony and pain of life
They refuse to take the lead and I am told
Freedom of my souls is the only remedy

"O heaven of wonders" I hate your world of treachery
The shining stars , the moon are none but a cleverly placed grift
An unknown maze , I am forced to wonder
Would you create space for me or force me to live few lives in smog
Before you set my soul free 






















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