Ever since life turned around......

Every time i turn around , i see the life closing its doors to me .... and.i wonder , if you are out there or have left me with the mystery , which is never ending it seems.....but still i wait for you , hoping ,one day you will come back to me .....
Ever since the life turned around , it left me groping  for joys that i longed to share with you...but some day , i am sure , life will open its doors to me....
Never ever,  the feeling was strong , that i will be made to bear this pain ,which hurts more than i can  bear it seems.....but , i hope , i will , move on in hope of you returning one day  to me .....
Around this time , when i should have been with you , i am surrounded by sorrow of life which is mean.....but some day , i am sure, this pain will subside, when i get used to the thought of you not being around......
My love , you should have waited for me ,i would have preferred, to live a life of a soul ......... atleast we would have been together , in the mystery of life that is difficult to understand it seems........
Oh ! mystery of  life ,i plead, either be by my side or erase the memories which are difficult to live with , it seems.......atleast , i will be able to live , till  my love holds me in his arms once again and we can live in peace  !!
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