i wrote on empty walls....... i wrote about how i feel ..... my screams are loud and clear.... ... hollow and deep in pain ......... my search is never ending it seems............ i see no one with me to share .....the end of saga , i believe could be the answer to this lonely heart ..... branding the life " too mean" might aggrivate the anger ,that life has for me....i think , i should accept the fate as i cant escape.....and i know , i have no control........... i am no one , but part of a lonely tale...... a part of genesis i would rather say......so i must bow and not rebel....... and smile with the pain that has usurped the thump in my heart...... at times i wonder ,does every one feel the thirst,that i feel....though i am sure i am not the only one......there has to be someone who is made for me...... and is in search of this lonely heart.....but the destiny has the pleasure to delay till the day...... its convinced that, i cant live no more in pain.... withered my heart pleads in greed to god , please hold both your hands together for me .....and watch all the tears i drop.......you might melt when you gather them and bestow your smile on me ....that would change the tears in to stars ....and make my heart smile that it stopped long time ago or else unfurl your arms and allow me to sleep .
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Its amazing how free flowing words often touch the core of our heart and make us feel deeply moved... Well written... Carry on with the instinct.. Keep Blogging...
ReplyDeletethank u sooooooo much vijay for your kind words and for stopping by:)
ReplyDeleteLoneliness is a big depression.However it teaches us many things.We are born alone and die the same.Well written
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village girl
teach me how to write to nicely ...
ReplyDeletebeautiful loved it
Bikram's
this is one of best and special post of all among i read in ur blog for me-not ignoring them:)
ReplyDeleteI was so touched that i read it thrice---:):):)
Coelho v Schopenhauer v Me
ReplyDeleteCoelho :The world will become real when a man learns how to love, until then we will live in the belief that we know what love is, but will always lack the courage to confront it as it truly is.
Love is an untamed force. When we try and control it, it destroys us. When we try and imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try and understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
This force is on earth to make us feel happy, to bring us closer to God and to our neighbour, and yet, given the way we love now, we enjoy one hour of anxiety for every minute of peace
Schopenhauer : Love is the best "Eugenics".
Eugenics? I had to look up that word on the net. It means "the idea that one can improve the human race by careful selection of those who mate and produce offspring."
Further he says that love is a deception practiced by nature, marriage is the attrition of love and must be disillusioning. Only a philisopher can be happy in marriage and philosophers do not marry. He who marries in love must live in sorrow and that nature does not care if the parents are "happy ever after" or only for a day, so long as reproduction is achieved.
So is love a biological process? Can the feelings of a lover be broken down into some kind of biological equation? Can we quantify our emotions say on a Schopien scale?
On the other hand Coelho says that until we learn how to love, we will lack to courage to confront it.
Do we really need to learn how to love. Is it something that that be taught by a guru to his pupil? Do we need to confront love and if yes, why?
Love also is an untamed force...may the force be with you...hahaha.
When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we imprison etc etc.
This sounds like trying to physically control someone. Taking or wanting to take charge of someone's life. Trying to control or in a sense being possessive.
This force is there to make us happy, well I do agree with this bit but that's about it.
So what do I think...hmmmm....let me put on my thinking cap.
Every human is unique in most senses of the word. I am not talking in terms of the number of limbs or sizes, not the physical attributes, but rather the raw emotions in every individual's mind are wholly and completely unique to that person.
Therefore we can only very broadly generalize what emotions an individual experiences. When a person is in love with a person or an idea of a person, he or she would be experiencing the need to be intimate, to be caring, to be touched, feelings of hope, of contentment, despair, anger, hope again, resentment etc etc. All these thoughts and emotions in varying degrees and in differing sequences.
So do we really need to or can define love?
No, we must only experience it.
Why? to further our species and for the purpose of "Eugenics"?
No, because we need to experience love for the sake of love alone. Because it is unique to each human therefore there would be as many definitions as the number of humans. We can only broadly and that too very broadly and loosely describe (different from define) what love is.
But why experience love for the sake of love? I can only speak for myself here simply because it is a unique experience and cannot lay rules for anyone else. For me to experience love for the sake of it alone is because it is one of the most beautiful things that I can experience.
It's not like drinking a sweet soda. It's a complex complex emotion. Bitter, sweet, hot and cold and warm and mellow and spicy and fizzy and and... and because I am a practical hedonist, I must simply give in to this finest of emotions that a man can experience.
hi roopz well said:)i agree we live alone and die alone..thank you:)
ReplyDeletebikramjit that was a biiig thn u said here specially coming from a versatile writer like you am truly honoured but i dont need to teach yo anything i love your writings you are truly gifted:)
oh elvira thank you so much:)am glad you enjoy my posts thank u soooooo much it realy means alot to me:)
Just amazing !
ReplyDeletegreat one Alka :)
Dee..
Straight from the heart.hope u meet your love very soon.
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Marvelous!
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