journey to paradise.......

My journey with my love to our paradise , is what i want you all to hear......the moment we were close to the horizon he held my hand and pulled me near .....i gaped at angels flying every where with rainbow that was dancing while its reflection spread its hue every where !!
I fluttered  my wings that angels could hear and danced  to melody  that was created by flutter in the air...i couldn't stop crying with happiness which he could hear.....he held me close while there were celebrations in the air , and gave no space who could have tried to pull me away from my dear !!
The journey to paradise with my love with celebrations midst air , i couldn't have imagined had i not agreed to live in the world , that is an imagination for every one who hasn't been here .....all i can say is if you take my advice, its amazing to live a life where one has nothing to lose, i want you all to realise !!
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rainbow that disappears (part II)

"O" rainbow of seven colors in the sky , i am grateful you sent my love back and heard my prayer.....dear rainbow you are the one who i knew , is the  one who could have answered my prayer !!
" O" rainbow you decide where ever you want us to hide...........with no regrets i am willing to come and stay at the place which ever you decide !!
My soul is grateful to extent that i cant describe, i wont feel satisfied ,till i dont pay back the price for my life......"O" rainbow of seven colours in the sky i love you for everything you have done for my life !!
"O" rainbow thanks for being so kind , i was depressed ever since my love went ahead of me to live the life .....where i couldnt have dreamt of being , had you not heard my prayer !!
I am now on my way, with my love flying to touch the sky , and dwell in place that you gave us to   hide......with no regrets i am following my life who chose to stay in world that will be our paradise !!

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rainbow that disappears......

you can see a rainbow every where the reason for me to say my prayer.....i know its a messenger who came to hear  my heart that was wanting to say a prayer for my dear !!
the rainbow is where  he lives , in world of colours that we  see.....i know i can say my prayer that wont be heard thereafter it disappears !!
the moment i start chanting my prayer for my dear, my eyes are going to shed some tears.....the rainbow that i see once a while you have given my love , a place to hide !!
rainbow of seven colours in the sky , you know how deep is my love for my life....i fold my hands every time you appear and pray , please send him back he is very dear !!
 "O" dear rainbow in the sky i am trying to bargain for his life.....either send him back when i am here or take me while he is over there ,there may not be sun shine thereafter a rain ...i hope you hear my prayer before you disappear !!

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stranger behind the tree......

The meadows surrounded by trees a stranger walking down the street....... was i dreaming or i could see
i opened my eyes to see if  the stranger was around the street........ and all i could see was the trees !!

I rubbed my eyes to come out of my dream...... while i lay by the stream.... waiting for the stranger who i saw in my dream....the foot fall i heard came from the trees.....some one i thought was standing behind the trees !!

I couldn't stop but tried to peer through the tree , that was standing tall and was quite close to me....and i saw he was behind the tree and smiling at me .....a stranger i thought , was he known to me....the smile i saw seemed familiar to me !!

I lay frozen with my eyes on the stranger who was smiling at me....i got up and walked towards the tree .....i was getting closer and blinked while i peered .......by the time i reached the tree the stranger had disappeared as he was never there !!

The silence thereafter has been in the air.....every time i look for the stranger who had come from nowhere.....that smile i can never forget till i am alive......the stranger i believe was not real but had come from the world that's divine !!

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mantra of life.......

 when i was about to end my life ,  i decided to change the course of my fate and  failed  but i felt good inside , that i made an effort though  it was an effort in vain......
.when my efforts went in vein i was left with no choice, i made up my mind i am not gonna live this life.........but some one intercepted and made me change my mind .......
when i changed my mind i saw a galloping horse , who wouldnt stop and took long strides to overcome hurdles on his way and asked me to follow him all through the life.......
when i followed him through the life i saw a red ray that pierced and made its way through the dark and rhymed a mantra of life  " dont give up , you are brilliant just try "...... 
when i tried , i closed my eyes to world of pain and pierced my way through the life galloping like the horse........ who had shown  me the way to take long strides and i gave up the thought to end my life nor try to change the course of my fate and take life as it comes !!

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living in denial........

True love,though its true that ther's no love but i am a fool who seeks love ,its my heart that fails to believe that life is so rude and i still wait in vein !!

True love,  if love is not in your fate you cant  bathe in  love , but i am i am a fool who seeks love though my heart is in pain , but fails to believe in fate which is the ultimate truth !!

Love is untrue which i am sure is true , but i cant stop searching for you like a fool ,denial is the state of my heart  it seems and  searches in vein for you my love, gruesome is this wait !!

My search for love , if it comes true i can move and get some relief from this endless pain , and i can start a brand new story of my life and not wander in pain !!

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moment of love........

I don't wanna close my eyes when you are so close to me ,want to experience every moment of love when i am in your arms tonight ,nothing i want to say .......just want you to hold me tight and love me the way i want.....this moment may not come again this is a moment of love, my life !!

I don't wanna say a word when i see myself in your eyes , i know its a moment of love again and your heart is thumping like mine......just want to be lost in your deep eyes which seem deeper enough tonight to drown me in love and sweet pain.......the moment may not come again this is a moment to be drowned in love !!

Slow down the lights when i feel the chill  tonight in heat of the moment which is love , i love to be in sweet pain emitted by every breath you take.....the love that can arouse the night of love a phenomenal night tonight........this night may not come again there is love all around in the air !!

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my search for you.........

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Fierce was storm but i couldnt stop , nights and days seemed so long but the desire to be in your arms was too srong ........ that i couldnt stop my search for you !!

Tried so hard and looked for you , my eyes were stoned in search of you but i could find no whisper
no sound ................still couldnt stop my search for you !!

Deep in woods i looked for you , in light that filtered through from night that was young , the drive became
strong and i searched for you.... and couldnt stop my search for you !!

Sleepless nights with derires so strong , to hold your hand and walk along with you  made my search more strong to be with you .........i couldnt stop my search for you !!

Life at times is harsh i feel , when i think of my lost love in my mind and go on searching for you ,but still dont find no trace of you.....i havent stopped my search for you !!

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ocean that bleeds......

the dew drops that you see , gathered on the leaves is not the dew but my tears , my collection over the years that i pour ... cant hold my tears no more .... how could  you leave , without looking at the tears that i poured and had no hold and i released for you to see ...my eyes were so sore that i couldn't see no more still you left me with abundance of tears !!

the wind that you feel swirling around the trees is not the wind but my screams , my sufferings over the  years that i release , have no hold and  lost control   .....why did you have to go  without hearing my screams that you could hear still didn't turn ......  i couldn't control and i screamed for you to hear... to let you know that you tore my soul  , still you left me swirling like a bee !!

the roar of the sea around the shore is not the sea but my soul  that grieved over the years , that i  freed as i  couldn't bear to bleed no more...why did you  leave  and go though you could read  me and knew, i couldn't bear to suffer and  releaved  my soul for you to know.....my heart was peeled i couldn't breathe  though i revealed ,still you  drowned me in an ocean that bleeds !!

a wanderer who couldnt see.......

 A wanderer saw the rain ..........  he gathered some petals that he thought  was rain drops falling from the trees ,the wanderer heard a sound of splash........ he gathered some pebbles that he thought was water from the fall ,he heard some flutter around the trees.......... he gathered some feathers that he thought were butterflies flying in the air , illusion ed  was this wanderer and  deep in love couldn't hold his possessions they kept slipping through  his hands

The mystery what he had gathered ........that kept slipping through his hands he thought was some magic that he couldn't comprehend and he vanished in phenomena which he was trying to gather . he disappeared as if he had feathers  !!

I looked up in the sky in search of wanderer....... that was blind , i looked at falling blossom of the tree for wanderer....... who thought it was rained drops falling from the trees , i looked for wanderer near the pebbles spread on the ground....... that he thought was water from the fall.....but he was no where to be seen !!

I closed my eyes to reopen them again i realised it was not the wanderer....... but it was me who had turned blind , i rubbed my fingers on my ears and i realised it was not the wanderer......but it was me who couldn't hear , now my thoughts were Crystal clear that it was not the wanderer who was blind ....but it was me  illusion ed in love who could see a wanderer who wasn't there !!

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riding on a cloud of rain.......

If i told  i feel strong enough to make my way through hurdles that lay and i am on my way , will you wait for me.............................. riding on a cloud of rain i am flying to reach you fast enough , please don't go away and wait for me !!

On my way i met a messenger of god who gave me a magic wand , now i know i cant be stopped and shall make my way through ...........listen to the sound of magic wand which is swayed by me in the air , can you wait for me !!

Riding on a cloud of rain , a ray of hope that whispered in my ear the route that leads to you , i know i wont take long enough when i am with you in your arms........can you see the ray that whispered in my ear , hope you believe me now and wait for me !!

A rainbow i see which is not far enough i feel i am strong enough to make my way through the gateway to your domain ............can you hear the sound of knock on the door sparkling with seven colors of love please open the door i have made my way through . I am waiting for you !!

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signals coming from all sides......

The squawk of seagulls tonight the want you to hear what they say , they want you to be right here with me..... while i celebrate this night !!
The moon has left its manuscript on the waters of  the sea , do you read what it says it wants you to stay with me..... while i celebrate this night !!
Before the sun  set in tonight it left a message in the sky do you know what it reads , it wants you to be right here with me...... while i celebrate this night !!
Can you hear the roaring sound of the sea , its horrified with thought of you leaving me,so stay by my side with me ....while i celebrate this night !!
The whisper of breeze can you hear , its afraid you may not leave before you hear what it speaks, it wants you to breathe with me...... while i celebrate tonight !!
The signals from the sky you need to understand and read , they want you to be with me..... and celebrate this night with me.....don't you leave me tonight celebrate this night with me ,the signals coming from all sides you will be able to read , if you are in love with me from deep inside !!

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burning desire........

Love at times i feel is sweet and i smile , love at times i feel is relief and i sigh , love at times i feel is nice and i  smile , love at times i feel is joy and i sigh , it makes my heart beat sing like a nightingale !!

Love is not what one sees its deep inside, nor  can be express in words its conveyed through eyes , the feeling of love one can feel  through heart that smiles and eyes are mirror of that smile !!

You have everything but no love in life , life seems longer and one feels theres no relief in life , it makes  the heart to sink and sound like a silent  night !!

One feels like a butterfly when  in love and flies to every tune that one gets to hear , the illusion of love is such that one doesnt realise ,it makes an autumn appear like blossom on a tree !! 

The glory of love can be seen in eyes with sheen , its a mystery of love that every one seeks despite the fact one has burnt the fingers a few times but the desire of being loved never dies !!

I wish to fall in love though my fingers are burnt but the desire of being loved is stronger than burns , my wisdom seems to have failed in this burning desire ........hope some sense will prevail and save me from burning inside this desire !! 

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night of confession.......

U don't wanna leave me right , i know what's on your mind........i am right here waiting for you to hold me tight !!
U don't wanna miss this night , that's written on your face.................i am right here waiting for you to say !!
Though you chose not to convey , but keep your feelings inside..........i am right here and can read your mind !!
Don't think you can hide , what your heart feels tonight..we are two bodies but one soul don't think you can hide !!
I missed you all these days waiting for this night to arrive..........now i want you to say that i can read  on your mind !!
The respite i feel tonight  ,didn't have it for several days...now i want you to say that i can see you hide inside !!
The feelings the night , overwhelmed my heart tonight...... ..now i want to hear that i can hear your heart say !!
we are two bodies but one soul , told you several times.......now i want you to say that i can  read on your face !!
"O' my sweet heart its a night of confession tonight........let your heart convey, that you couldn't convey for several days ,....the only desire i have is to hear, you love me and don't deny.....u love me as much and those were the feelings you were trying to hide !!

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will destiny bestow on me........

My life , i am still trying to find ,what life has in store for me.............. will destiny bestow on me !!

Life for me is a dream not all can be achieved....................... nor can i refuse what gods comply !!

i wander all around curious my mind to know my desiny......................... not easy which seems !!

Its a world of mystery a suspense unrevealed.............................deciphering is not in my means !!

I looked in every corner , in everything that breathes and has life.......... searching for a trail ,that could enlighten me !!

I have been commanded to bow to what gods comply ,i know i have no choice ........my mind is full
of storm i feel i have become a hound...............while hunting for my destiny !!

My life , i am not pleased with trials i am curious wish to know..... .will destiny bestow on me !!

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a shooting star........

when ever i thought i am closer to my dream  things would go wrong ..i was left with mourning heart , when ever i tried turning my life around things would go wrong ............i was left with mourning heart !!

whenever i tried to flutter my wings my journey was cut short.......i would fall on the ground ,the life i thought was journey through  petals and flowers............but i came across deserts full of thorns !!

"O" my grief ,my sorrows my life has become so hollow. but you didn't stop ,you followed me all around ,the pain that i feel , is not just me but every one feels........that hurts me even more and adds to my pain !!

I wish i was a little theme in every ones dream........i would have made sure that the dreams do come true ,
i wish i was  a shooting star who can neither breathe nor feel........i would have given some hope to those, who are in journey with me !!

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in search of love......

I live  in search of you love search in every grain....... but dont see you anywhere i seek you from my heart !!
Though  i havent found you but still not given up ......................i am sure to find you some day some where !!
I am like a white leaf and snow on high peaks .......................you can write your name and paint my heart !!
The color of love i am in search of you looking for you........... blind folded my eyes are with love i look for !!
Some day some where if i am destined to find love......my accomplised will be heart and so will be my soul !!
Ineed you my love you are my destitude ......................................you should have been with me my love !!
Few years of my life am not left with no choice...........plese relieve me of this pain and shower me my love !!
Soft core like i am trapped in a shell so hard ....................with feel of pure love am willing to shed my shell !!
hope you are listening to me my love.......dont play no more games engulf me with your pain and let me feel you my love !!

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ocean of emotions........

Life my love is not what you see its like an ocean and sea............you may not feel the difference , you see ,
the emotions my love are like flow of sea engulfed by an ocean  all around....        .. that you may not see ,
the difference my love you need to understand is not too much......                           .....but you may feel ,
hold on my hand and lets move on in ocean of emotions............and cherish what we have received !!

Life my love is not what you see its like dew drops on a leaf........you may not see the difference , you see ,
the emotions my love are tender like dew drops gathered on a leaf................that you may be able to see ,
the differnce my love you need to understand is not too much........................but you may feel ,
lets walk hand in hand and move on before the dew drops................... start disappearing on leaves !!

Life my love is a tide so high and some times so low...........you may not see the difference with bare eyes of yours ....... the emotions my love are like a ride on a tide which may make you feel high and sometimes suttle and low.......lets surf my love on a wave of emotions before the tide so high begins to sink !!

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next to you......

If ever you feel if ever you need the desire is strong to be loved ...i will be right next to you ,
if ever you sleep if ever you dream  you desire and long to be loved...i will be next to you ,
life if seems is not the way it should treat just call out for me......you will find me next to you ,
i promise you my love no matter where i have gone.....in times of need you will find me next to you !!

At times you may feel you are lonely without me,search your heart...,i will be waiting for you ,
if ever you feel you are about to break down just turn around.....i will be waiting for you ,
if ever the feeling is strong that you are strewn apart whisper my name...i will be next to you ,
i promise my love no matter where i am .....if you need me around you will find me next to you !!

Life my love, is a ribbon of strings that glides up and down..... with changing breeze of  seasons ,
but i will be right there no matter how harsh the breeze may try to sweep you of your feet ....though i am not there but will never let you down when ever you feel the need  ......just around though i may not be seen but you are surrounded by me  i am in your heart comforting your soul , i am every where !!

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rainbow at night..........

Love me tonight before the sun arrives did you know you are my life and i speak from my heart ,
 close your eyes tonight before the sun takes a dive did you know i am bathed in your love and i speak from my heart !!
"O" my love you are right when you say its a begining of new life   and i know you speak from your heart
the emotions so right in a grip tonight its the grip of love and you know we both have lost our hearts !!

Tweeting birds  tonight sound melodious and nice , this is magic of love and you know its spell of our love
the wind so mild tonight feels like feather in glide , it seems enchanted by love and you know its enchanted by our love !!

The night so bright without the moon tonight , did you see the rainbow tonight  and you know its painted  with our love
my love the time is ripe  tonight for us to be in love for life and hold each others hand and this is true love !!

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where i am not without you.......

In your heart you know i cant live without you , life isnt easy you  know nor i can survive without you ,
you promised that you will always be around and  not want  me to be without you ,
injured my heart and in pain i still live without you, you know that but why am i left without you !!

I understand u were made to go, its not in your hands to be with me and not let me live without you but i am made to live without you , can you once more cheat the world that sores and be with me so that i dont have to live without you !!

Hold on, i hear the sound that is profound echoing all around , the hue in the sky swinging along the brine, magical the powers of skies cant stop from hearing my cries have chosen to relieve the pain ,can you feel that too or am i illusioned in love and have spun my own world around , where i am not without you !!
Where i am not without you .......

night fall.........

World of my dreams is mysterious my love  its a small world of love , where i live with you  in your arms and by your side...when my body frees my soul at night when the world is surrounded by silence in the dark !!

We lay(lie) in the dark holding each other unaware of world that we left behind ,the moments in the dark i cherish in my heart ...the dreams my heart stimulate me enough to live through the day and wait for night to fall !!

Our love , my love is not what everyone is blessed to feel , one has to live several lives to experience this love the love we share is unusual and of its kind , its immortal though we live different lives.... a life of spirit and a life of material world together we make our love thrive !!

'O'my love , one day i shall be with you not in dreams but in real in world of you , when my body will free my soul for ever for you , our spirits together we shall live together in skies .... then will not have to wait for the night to fall !!

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remembered by all..........

The spell of love that blinded my heart , it came from you i know its true ,you sent it through and startled i was......the story of our love will be remembered by all , in years to come like a fairy tale it was !!

We loved my love, each others heart no one thought we were destined to part and pain i felt will be felt by all ,when  tale of our  love will be heard by all and shall be embedded in their hearts !!

My love could we have defeated our god and been together for rest of our lives,that thought of defeat haunts my heart ,i often look at the sky for glimse of you ,am blinded with light that filters through and injured i lie looking for you near the barns !!

Though i am deprived of love in this life , i shall not leave no stone unturned to be with you , and ensure we are together next life , i want you to know we shall be remembered by all for love we shared in existing life through words i write deep from my heart , a fairy tale which shall be remembered by all !!

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written on my heart (part II)

Do i have to live without you or the day will come when we shall be together for lives to come and my life wont be empty the way it is now, life will be like a dream come true the dream that was written on my heart !!

The nights and days which seem to have have become longer than i thought , its time to be together to be in each others arms , the life will then blossom lik flowers !!

The dreams that i had of being with you feel you around  for years to come and dance to the tune of tweeting birds all around, i will be then fulfilled when i find myself in your arms !!

Its time to feel intense love the script that was written on my heart, in form of dream that followed me all around  for several years and now , life will be then like twinkle of stars !!

Come be with me my love its time to feel the presence of each other around, in world that is just ours, and live all our life as was scripted in my heart !!

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written on my heart.......

If i have a choice  between you and life i would choose you my love and be in your arms,my life without you is empty ,unfulfilled and intense is pain in my heart which i want you to believe and be around !!

My heart is a script of dreams that i have seen with you my love thers no room for no one no more , my life without you is like a soil without grass which i want you to know and hold me in your arms !!

Come be with me  for lives to come while i dream of you and hold me tight ,my life without you is like a cloud of smoke with no hope drifting all around which i want you to believe and love me all my life !!

 My days and nights are empty without you my love , my life with you is my only dream and i feel is like a rainbow woven in the sky all around and i want you to know and be by my side all along in my life  !!

 Please make my life which is so empty, with dreams of you in my heart and make me go on , am waitng for you to come  and make the script come true which i wrote on my heart and take me in your arms and be by my side and love me all my life while the music plays on .....i am in love with you !!

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never gave up.........

A narrow long road i was trying to walk............. i stumbled and tumbled but never gave up !!

Pale was autmn the color had gone ......................... i tried to paint some love on the rocks !!
A distance too long a wait prolonged..................................... i tried to turn the time around !!
I held out my hand before i gave up ........................some one in the air pulled me i woke up !!
Scattered i lay entangled in vine........................... frightened i realised ,i was never to give up !!
I opened my mouth to drench my throat................... when pollen from a rose fell on my nose !!
I opened my eyes while i was entangled in vine..... the tweeting blue birds were waking me up !!
When showers from skies fell on my eyes........ i gathered my strength and swore not to give up !!
Though disheartend i was but decided to walk .................when a fairy from sky lifted me up !!
The distance was long but determination so strong that heavens couldnt stop from lifting me up !!

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together in the rain ...........

together in the rain on a tree top,when love was in the air and we felt love, deep is the pain when i think of days of deep love that was so true
together in deep pain of sweet love, when life was a refrain and we danced , deep is the pain when i think of days of sweet love that you know was true
together we made a tale  you know is true ,what made you disappear is not known so far,deep in pain i think of days of sweet love that was so true
my love for you was so true and i think of you,everytime i am there near the tree top, and try to feel the love that was in the air since you are gone
deep in my heart i know our love is true , the mystery will disappear when i know the truth , i know it was not you but have no clue what made you go and i wait for you
wait for you to dance in the rain when life would be refrain once again,right here i wait for you my love.....
together in the rain....
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you didnt care........

Every night and day i think of you i dream of you.............though you broke my heart and didnt care !!.
You are in my heart with my soul,where ever i go.........................but you moved on and didnt care!!
My dreams of you , my memories of past  embedded in heart.................................but do you care !!
My  days without you , my nights without you.............................................are not easy i would say !!
Every sound i hear , every feel of moving air................................tells me a tale of you and i do care !!
My eyes that gaze , look for you .......................in vacum around that you left behind and didnt care !!
''O''''''' my sweetes of heart you left me on a  miserablepath .................which you should have cared !!
The beauty of night,the glow of sun so bright..........means no more nothing to me if you are not there !!
 Iblame you for all though i know its not your fault but life do us apart................we are victims of life !!
At times i feel you could have saved my heart and been with me ....had you pleaded hard for your life
and escaped the world where you are not with me......

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journey to world of dreams........

The sound  in the air of beating drums which conveys my journey in world of my ultimate dream 'O" GOD magnificent is the path of journey of dreams ....... enthusiastic i move towards your world and feel relieved about having left the materalistic world which was mean !!

The love is in the air , i have no clue how fast  i  shall reach in my world of dreams........ cant wait to be there, my eyes are closed while i travel through the world of the ultimate truth..... cant hold the ecitement i have..... to be with my love, with you ......with butterflies by my side i fly in the air to be with you !!

Oh i can read the notes of music every where..... which i feel are floating in the air to receive me in my world of dreams , oh the music in my ear is coming from love singing songs for me  ...'O"My love can you hear the sounds of my journey to your world , now when i reach i want to see the ,love in your eyes for which i waited for long.....and hold me tight !! " O" my love.........


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theres no tomorrow........

Am i in the strange world or is it my notion..................................living without you  i dread for some reason !!
You could have been around me i have this inclination......living alone in this strange world is not what i want !!
I love you for no reason and will love you for several lives to come.............i want you around me thats only condition !!
You sure can hear a plea from my heart  if you havent gone too far, make my life meaningful........your presence around is all  i want !!
Love me like theres no tomorrow and stay close till i want and make me feel like an angel..............my journey without you is not what i want !!