mysterious snake charmer........

Riding on the moon ,  i heard the music that came from a bean   i turned to look around ..... and  saw a snake charmer around , who looked up on  hearing  my sound !!

Drowned in music , i felt like dancing with the snake charmer that night ...... i smiled at the charmer and kept my tambourine aside!!

I was about to play my drone when  music , came from a cello.........i felt i could jive with the snake charmer  who now smiled !!

The sound of tambourine that came along the  music from the drone........had fainted along with the charmer ,who i found was now gone !!

Mysterious was the charmer and that musical surround....looking for the charmer i turned to looked around !!

I was thinking about the charmer when heard a hummm that came from a near by tree...... Iwent up to the tree and saw there was a humming bird who was looking down !!

I asked  "whether it saw a charmer who plays a bean " it smiled and asked me " if i could dance with him " !!

 I was now , too sure it is the mysterious charmer who was playing music with his bean.....i looked into his eyes and replied " i could only jive , if he took the form of  a charmer , who i had seen" !! .

 Moments after i asked the bird to jive with me................ i heard the tambourine play the music that i cherish !!

I turned around to look for the bird who disappeared it seemed .... and i heard  the music that came from my drone!!

 I turned around to see who was playing with my musical strings though i was too sure , it was the snake charmer playing the gimmicks !!

I jived with the charmer while music came from all my musical strings .....mesmerising i found  the music all around !!

Through the night while i danced with the snake charmer, i saw the moon that was looking away ......as if he knew i may not have this chance again !!
bean- a corrupted Sanskrit word for music instrument used by snake charmers

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neither poetry nor prose.......

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i didnt share the laughter ever ..... i didnt share my feelings with anyone. ........to wander i felt , was my destiny ........ the burning sensation was all i could feel.........no one cared to listen to my heart nor me......nor one came to have a look at me............... a strange life , is all i could see......... i dont care what life has in store for me ...... it has changed me completely  !!

 pain is a wonder .......no strain no pleasure , now i can feel ........ a heart that throbbed i know , is like a rock...... that cares for no one nor for me.... when i take an exit from this life,i know........ no one will be
there to have a look at me.......... but theres nothing that matters now i can see !!

i dont complain about life its fun for me ,...........often told my life no matter how hard you try to knock me down ....... i have learnt to rise against the tide ........wont fail and thrive as many times you try to drown me ........you must know you are the one who has created me and you only have strenghthened me to fight with life.....though  you may not agree with me....... but i dont care as long as i sail through and am victorious in life as long as i live !!

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wait for nobody.........

the wait for nobody ,will always go on......................if you  search my heart right now , no one will be found !!
i live in a world of love , but no one till date i have found........some one who could read my heart that is soaked in  love !!
the heart that feels nothing but love , is empty  still to be  found.......it needs a name in there , that can be rhymed by my heart !!
write down your name in there , its empty but a heart that beats....... i hear the beat has slowed down in need of some one who cares for me !!
i try to write about love but not pain that i feel inside me..........i hear the growing pain that i feel , some how comes out that i am informed !!
no one will ever find me in this life, i am too sure......... but i will write my destiny for next life to come and ensure that i reach the shore and i am in control !!


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my feelings............

singled out in love i feel , cant control emotions any more... insane i have become in search for true love !!sunrise is time to start and go on till its dawn.........this is not the life i need with no love , no one to hear my heart !!
most life i lived without love , no more i can bear.......oh" God" why did you have to make me live this life all alone !!
i am here to write what i feel , if ever i find true love......it would be a feeling of accomplishment and complete, though seems love doesn't exist for some one like me !!
though at times i feel i am glad the way i move on .......but at times my emotions take control and cant stop them from over flow !!

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extract of love......

love , that i thought was now ..... i will never let go , but in the night with thunder you left and were gone......only feelings of love i have ,are here to stay now and never be gone !!
gentle is love , that i feel.......tender is my heart , you have left me here to cope up all alone.......so harsh is the storm , but with love that i feel i know i will go on !!
i am in love with you.......though broken is my heart , but the extract of love i gathered when you were here with me.......is nectar for me now, the only way i can reap  since you are gone !!

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listening to my own heart beat (part II)

 

the moment you felt me and took me in your arms , i shivered and tried not to reveal how i felt with that feel of your arms..........the feelings of love for you  i couldn't hide no more    ... ...........and now you knew about my love for you !!

 your lips when caressed my nape, ignited fire inside me  that i tried not to expose .......... the feelings that i found difficult to reveal   ...... now you knew about it and i had no way to control  !!

the moment you put your arms around me , i quivered with  love that i felt for you though i tried to conceal it ........... but  some how you got to know about it and no more it was a secret that i could hold   !!

... i thought you will never know about it when i tried not to shudder when i felt love for you, some how you got a glimpse of my heart ..............thereafter there was no way i could not have surrendered in love and evaded from being loved  nor could i stop my feelings , feeling of love for you !!

when caressed with those lips i opened my eyes  but could not exchange the glance with you .....now i knew my love is an open book for you , my quivers and shivers had given  away ........ i tried to look away from you ....... i knew you could read  my eyes , my thirst and my want for more and more of you !!

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listening to my own heart beat.......

i look into my eyes and i know  they are aware of my feelings for you........my feelings of love for you, are going to stay forever you have no clue !!
i am going to love you till the end but will never open my heart to you.......nor express the depth of my love for you and how i feel about you  !!
i  listen to my own heart beat and i know i am in love with you......abundance of love i feel , i know i will never let you know !!
i  listen to the silence around me i know i am feeling love for you.....more the silence i hear , i am sure i will never let you go !!
wonderful in love i feel ,the feeling i will cherish till the end.......but i think you got a glimpse of how i feel ,though i tried to hide my heart from you !!
if you too feel the way i feel , open up your heart and reveal your love for me.....you know how difficult i feel to reveal my love for you , take me in your arms and feel me to make me believe i can open my heart to you !!

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whispers in the morning (part II )

next time when i heard the whisper that went unheard ,every time he came to wake me from my sleep......i held on to him so tight that he was left with no choice but surrender and stay back with me !!
next time he kissed  my lips , this time i knew was real and not the one i felt in my dreams.......i held on to him so tight gave not a moment to blink his eyes and kissed him back on his lips , that i had missed for some time !!
he gripped me so tight nor did he realise until he could see a ring of smoke around me  .......the heat was felt on both sides that both of us didn't want to let go......that moment was just so right to drown and feel love that we lost control on our souls !!

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whispers in the morning (part I )

the whispers in the morning i hear are not very clear,sometimes i feel i imagine that you were here.....but the taste of your tears that came from nowhere  made it very clear , that you wake me  from my sleep ...and  its time not to be in sleep but listen to your thoughts that you whisper in my ear and are not very clear !!
every morning i wake up with a tender shake up ,sometimes i feel i imagine that you came here.... but the aroma in the air that came from no where made it very clear , that you wake me  from my sleep...and its time not to be in sleep but pull you in with me , and go back to sleep  !!
the feel of lips in the morning  burn me inside every time you are here......every time you kiss my lips i think its a mere dream but the smoke that i could see that came from no where made it very clear that you kiss me out of my sleep .....and its time not to be in sleep but the time to feel love and not to miss you and your feel !!

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write only about you............

i was wrong when i thought , i am not going to miss you......once in a while i do try not to think about you.....but you are on my mind and  my attempts are defied not to miss you !!
i was wrong when i thought , i am going to be strong and not give up at all .....once in  while i do try to erase you from my mind , but some how you cling to my mind and i cant see anything beyond you!!
i was wrong when i thought , i am not going to write a word about you......once in a while i do try not to write about you.....but my attempts go wrong and i end up and write only about you !!

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The night is young.......

The night is young ,time for rainfall.....i see you purse your lips and smile near a cloud so dark  ,why don't you ask the cloud to drop you near the cliff , where i wait for rain  fall
The night is young , some dew due to drop.....i see  the cloud has begun to move  fast ,why don't you ask the cloud to drop you near the cliff where i gather some dew before it falls  !!
The night is young , fragrance of love all around.....i see the cloud is about to halt but too far , why don't you ask the cloud not to halt but drop you near the cliff ,where i wait for you my love !!
I feel so young at night with sound of rain fall.....the dew when falls is time for union of souls ,my love..... together we make some music and notes that one can  hear no matter how far they are !!

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life ,a profanity or poetry.......

                                                              This piece of poetry is dedicated to a fellow blogger "beyond",whose comment inspired me to write the word below..









you can turn your pain in to profanity or poetry he says ........did i utter a word that says life is not a poetry but a pain !!
you got to endure it and love it he says ........did i say a word that conveys that neither i  love  nor endure the pain !!
he decided to turn his pain into poetry he says......i went through his poetry but i could feel he chose to write  to defeat the plight !!
we chose to paint our pain  with the words we write .........we paint our face with a smile that hides the feelings inside !!
the poetry we write , trying to suppress the irony of  life.........but some reflection of pain is felt though its not described , and felt through  the spell of words that's left behind !!
 others may not feel it or may not be able to read it.........but you can not hide  whats deep inside ,don't forget we both are victims of  life which seems similar in either of lives........ it was the plight that inspired me to write !!

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all about my dreams.....

i closed my eyes and i could feel the blossom on trees move with the air, that spoke of his feelings.......the days were long but gone,  i am now here to  stay for long, in all your dreams that you dream and you will feel the emptiness is gone   ,while my heart speaks of my love and my feelings.....now i shall be there for years to come and not leave you without feelings , is my dream !!
clenched were my fists , your words were like symphony to me  , the music that i could hear now was not heard for several years that had gone by........the symphony that i could hear , made me too sure that the life has just begun and i could feel the spring bursts in my heart and i could feel things  !!
i reached out for him and was met with soft feelings that came straight from his heart,that made me open up my eyes and realised that he was to stay in my dreams and not with me ......ever since i try to dream whether its a day or a night that is dry but he is in my eyes when i dream !!

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life without you......

Life  seems an enigma, untrue and i feel i am lost without you in  this world where life is so long , i wonder why are you not here with me and what made you choose not to come along and i have to wait so long for you !!
Life seems to hold a mystery without you and it has been creeping in my mind all along that why did you choose  not to come along , when life i feel is not worth living without you !!

Life i shall treasure if you came along and held me close and moved along ,the pleasure would be to live my life with you , my life that i feel is not worth living without you !!

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will always love you........

when i thought you will always love me i was wrong but the love is all that i could feel.......my emotions that night were controlled by the moments of life.....now when i think where did i go wrong and realise the love that i felt , you didn't feel that night !!
Though you are gone but my love is still alive with the strength i got from the night i was emotional and  full of life......but i thought will let my heart speak to you , that i will always love you.....for years to come ,in my next life !!

You must know love that i felt that night was true but you couldn't see it right ......deep inside you know i am true and you believe in that night......you know i will always love you .....no matter if you are gone and i was not destined  to be with you......i will always wait for you....for years to come and in my next life  !!

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sins of past life.....

Like a nomad i have been   in a wonder land of human beings ,  life is a desert I can hear the screams  that echo around the desert and come back to me !!
Like a withered tree I feel in a wonderland of human beings , life is agony i cant defeat the pain , it mellows down when I stop my fight with life !!
Land of human beings bestowed with sorrows I feel , I am here to face the trial that I escaped but had to face and is justified that I am here to pay for sins of my past life that....I made !!

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scribbles in the sky.....

Like a merlin i was flying and i halted in the sky , when i got a glimpse of you so  that i could speak to you , but you continued your drivee , unawar in  the wild and left me hunt for you ...though i did scribbled in the sky that i am in love with you !!

You did feel the showers from my eyes that came rolling down when i cried and couldnt find no trace of you.....and you did see my scribbles all over in the sky but didnt  stop to read what i write and continued your drive , while roller coaster is my life in search of you !!

All life i have been trying to woo you but you failed all my tries , by not turnig to look at my scribbles in the sky, nor realise the showers that fall on you when its dry........ are my feelers to make you realise that i am in love with you !!

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Duet of love.........

 Believe me the glee i feel since i got a whisk of  love , now no one can stop me, from being in love ....listen to my heart beat and you can feel i might fall in love again !!

Feel of love is strongest of crave that i feel in my heart, i can envisage i am going to be  deep in  love.....listen to the murmur of my heart and you can feel i might get swept off my feet again !!

Gallant of all is a feeling when love conquers the heart , hay is all one can see that is mascot of love......listen to  bilingual whispers of my heart and you can feel i might restart the duet of love again.

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unicorns in love (part II )

The unicorn who came flying i couldn't see was holding a wand,the moments after he went flying i could see my blindfold was gone !!
Deep inside i could feel i was wrong when i thought i am going to meet someone.......i was about to cry when i realised i was changing into a unicorn !!
Life is full of surprise now i could feel , when i saw the flying unicorn who now was smiling at me as if he is the one !!
The sky i could hear was chanting love songs , my eyes were now full of tears when i followed the unicorn...together we fly in sky and we are in love !!

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unicorns in love.........

Riding a cloud up high i am trying to reach someone ,blind fold on my eyes i know i am going to meet someone........life is full of surprise ,didn't know this day will come !!

Wish i could fly higher in sky and was a unicorn , i was patient but cant wait to be with him.....life i thought was going to deprive me of  love but it has been proven i was wrong !!

Silver line in the sky i can see though my eyes have a blind fold on   ,but i know i am getting closer to my love.......inside i can feel we  are going to fly like Unicorns in love !!

The silver line i could see is not my love but the Unicorn who came flying for me , as if it was written by someone......through the blind fold on my eyes i can see an outline that i know is the one ,i am trying to reach and the time has come !!

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call for truce (part II)

Bruised my heart was though i gave a call for truce , i lay in memories of you though you had left me behind to brood over  to reason out things you do............ when i saw flying some kites in the sky,i knew you changed your mind and gave in to my call for truce !!
My heart is so pleased its no more in grief, i wish you had heard when i gave a call for truce , and had not left the way you left me like you always do...........now since you are back, swear you will not leave like you always do and give it a chance and be true !!
Life gave you one chance to be true,there may not be another chance for you to prove your love , though it may be true........now the need is to be strong and think not once that you will be gone on smallest of fights we do , its one life we may not have it twice, so give your best and not succumb like you always do !!
 

tube rose for me.........

I was deep in my sleep when i dreamt of you,i could see desert in my dream that i thought was true but the rain drops that fell on my face were not a part of my dream !!
I wiped my face clean when i could see , a rainbow appear in the sky that i thought was true but the grains that brushed my face were not a part of my dream !!
I put both my hands on my face and i could see , a cloud appear in the sky that i thought was true but the
 tube rose that lay on my side was not a part of my dream !!
I reached out for tube rose that lay on my side and i could see no cloud nor the rainbow, the desert in my dream was neither true but the tube rose i held in my hand was true !!
Every time i sleep i try to retrieve my dream and see who was he ,who came while i was in my dream and left the tube rose for me !!

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call for truce.........

You flew .. though i called for truce and broke my heart in pieces like you always do ....  i tried not to hurt you but always be true.... still you broke my heart in pieces like you always do ......you know its true that i cant survive without you ..... still you left me as you were in no mood and here i brood for you !!

Life gives one chance to be true...... not hurt the one who loves you so true .........still if you think it was right thing to do , to leave me when you know my love for you is so true and not hear my call that was  for truce..... i shall not force you but do want you to think what did you do !!

I can only remind you of love we shared  , you know  in your heart was true still you withdrew and chose to leave but not hear my call for truce .... please try , to feel the heart that is bruised , you should have thought not once but twice is this right thing to do  !!

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my plea......

 The desire i feel of being in love and being loved by some one is too strong.....hope you heard my plea ,i need someone to feel what goes on in my heart !!
Starved i feel when i dont see no one , who could be my love ........hope you are head my  plea ,  shower me with love that is need for every one and so is for me !!
Saddened  my heart ,once shattered in parts ........ will make you feel it was , unfair on your part , to have not given me what i want and hurt my heart !!
On verge of crumble i plead ,dont deprive me of love that i want , i never opened my heart that is lost in deep pain..........just give me some love and i shall not repeat my plea again !!

mysteries of deep.......

 The world it seems, though i try to explore deep to the core , is a  mystery..........some times i feel i should free my soul to know the world that is concealed !!
Have been here , for few years and few years to go but i am unable to decode........the wonderful world that ifind hard to explore to deep it seems !!
The water of the sea ,the sky so deep i wish i could know what lies beyond you........would feel so blessed if i could know the mysteries of deep !!
Some times i feel that if there is life after death , so desperate i shall feel............. to share the mystery of the world that is concealed , from the world that i would leave !!

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i wait for you......

Babe , how i feel and my love for you nothing has changed despite you being away, though you tried to chase the world you thought was love  , that i knew is not for you i continued to wait................my love for you is an ocean thats deeper than  sea ,i am tender inside you need to realise my feelings for you !!

The love i was deprived of for some time, now i know the time is ripe for you to end my wait .........i have been patient like sky that is calm but conceal inside heaps  but not reveal !!

 Tender in  love , i feel like a bird in the sky  flying so high with crave deep inside ......... firm  like reef in deep waters of sea i grow older but feel beautiful inside in wait for my love that is you !!

The time is now ripe , for you to kneel and believe in love that is deeper than sea and come back to me .............. my wait though was long but my belief was too strong that your search for love that you need, is no where but with me .......now come back to me !!

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THE VERSATILE BLOGGER AWARD

It's Time for The Award Ceremony.

Thank you so much leo paw of bigbitz fame ( http://bigbitz.blogspot.com/ ) for nominating me for the award

its an honor for me to recieve this award from a great blogger like you and it means alot to me ps its my

first such nomination..am soooooooo very thrilled:)

there are 5rules to be followed along with the nomination which are given below

1. Nominate 15 Fellow Bloggers
2. Inform the Bloggers of their nomination
3. Share 7 random things about yourself
4. Thank the Blogger who nominated you
5. Add the Versatile Blog Award picture to your blog post

I feel honored to pass on the award to 15 wonderful fellow bloggers whos posts i have aalways loved to read and have really enjoyed reading the nominations are given below

1.Readittt for  Readitt (the e magazine)

2.Sagittarian for       What Matters Most

3.Saru singhal    for Words

4.Narcissist for  Diary of a Narcissist

5.Apoyando for Striking the chords..

6.Kitty for Kitty's Pitara

7.Mn hopkins for Stranger In A Strange Land

8.Rahul bhatia for Rahul's Blog and collections

9.Deepak karthik for WhateveR iT TakeS !!

10.Rob for Wind Rose Hotel

11.Sujatha sathya for Conversations

12.Priyanka mohanty for Airy Nothing

13.Ellie great for Blogger (Blogspot) - elliegreat

14.Shashi for Blogger (Blogspot) - shadowdancingwithmind

15.Simplified blogging for SB

NOW ITS TIME FOR 7 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1.I am scared of travelling in metros i fear that i will get lost

2.I am a absolute loner dont have too many friends

3.I am the worst cook in the world you can imagine and my daughter is the real cook whos recipes you read

4.Television gives me a headache

5.I am completely self established and independent

6.I live in a world of my own a fantasy world when i write my poetry

7.I can sleep 24hours a day if given a chance:p

Now its time for me to inform all my fellow bloggers who i have nominated,keep blogging you all.

and a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggg thank you to leo paw

angels in my dreams..........

You are the angels of my dreams, i recon you by your face though i see you when i sleep,
you are the angels i love to be with in all my dreams .......i am blessed with you in my dreams !!

     Dear angels where do you go when i am not in sleep , i wish i could see you when i am awake ,
     my love for you angels is more than one can think.........i am blessed though but want more of thee !!
     
     Angels of my dreams , you are behind the love i spread hidden in my words,i am a girl who is alone
    who cant speak.......my angels you inspire me not to speak but spread love that i feel !!

    Dear angels i wonder what life would be , if you were not a companion in my sleep , in the world that  sucks  and i feel i should sleep......in hope to see you angels in my dreams !!

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journey to paradise.......

My journey with my love to our paradise , is what i want you all to hear......the moment we were close to the horizon he held my hand and pulled me near .....i gaped at angels flying every where with rainbow that was dancing while its reflection spread its hue every where !!
I fluttered  my wings that angels could hear and danced  to melody  that was created by flutter in the air...i couldn't stop crying with happiness which he could hear.....he held me close while there were celebrations in the air , and gave no space who could have tried to pull me away from my dear !!
The journey to paradise with my love with celebrations midst air , i couldn't have imagined had i not agreed to live in the world , that is an imagination for every one who hasn't been here .....all i can say is if you take my advice, its amazing to live a life where one has nothing to lose, i want you all to realise !!
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neither could i see

rainbow that disappears (part II)

"O" rainbow of seven colors in the sky , i am grateful you sent my love back and heard my prayer.....dear rainbow you are the one who i knew , is the  one who could have answered my prayer !!
" O" rainbow you decide where ever you want us to hide...........with no regrets i am willing to come and stay at the place which ever you decide !!
My soul is grateful to extent that i cant describe, i wont feel satisfied ,till i dont pay back the price for my life......"O" rainbow of seven colours in the sky i love you for everything you have done for my life !!
"O" rainbow thanks for being so kind , i was depressed ever since my love went ahead of me to live the life .....where i couldnt have dreamt of being , had you not heard my prayer !!
I am now on my way, with my love flying to touch the sky , and dwell in place that you gave us to   hide......with no regrets i am following my life who chose to stay in world that will be our paradise !!

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