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Friday, 4 October 2013

Life after Death



Few lines inspired by death  the ultimate truth




LEAVE me a little while alone,
Let the silence take over in the darkness of his womb

Listen ! Yes even as I stand I feel the comfort of his hand
His soothing voice sounds like chimes those were windblown

Remove the crumbling flowers and wreaths from my couch
I want no marks on my holy shroud

Keep me away from the mournful crowd
It reminds me of the life laced with glory sheen and shone

Like I came naked all alone on my own
Let me go like I had neither friends nor foes no belongings l had no home

How poor were Fame ,did grief confess

The death can make a great lifeless

Our wreaths may fade the flowers may wane
Our well ripened deeds shall remain untouched above our grave

The death has bestowed what life withheld
I have learnt the secret of life after death

Its clouds and stars who have the power
Let me rejoice few moments of attained wisdom before I forget when I see the doorway to another throne



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Thursday, 3 October 2013

Above his Law

Once again on divine feelings





Your smiles are a bait
I know I can't escape
Though I know the price I shall have to pay
In this life I can not evade
His ordinance , his mandate
Couldn't control nor could I wait
For another life to fall in love
And experience the feeling of being in love
And being loved

Here I lie like a slave
Away from his sights
Within the folds of your heart
Though I know I am not safe
For he has eyes and his own ways
Though I tried and left no trace
So that for a while I could feast and survive
On what he forsake
The forbidden love

Plunge deep in to my eyes
Now don't wait nor evaluate
Love me like a maniac
Feel no menace 
Its me alone who shall pay the price
In case he says
As it is me who dared his mandate
It is me who chose to rise
Above his law


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Monday, 2 September 2013

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Saturday, 27 July 2013

Forever

Life is a journey at times cumbersome at times full of colours , As usual in conversation with him...




You gave me a name
You told me I am a rider
Don't you remember I am naive
The reflection of  displeasure on my face
Speaks of my fear of saddle

My staggering gait 
Speaks of the pain
The fear of stumbling haunts me forever
I wish you were with me in this cumbersome journey
I wish we were together

Like a moth my wings got inflamed
Have become irreparable 
Chasing each flame that looked like a ray
To overcome my defeat 
In my struggle with the various colours of terror

Each day is another day 
Yet loaded with pain
That  shrieks have begun to sound like melodious rain
The pain has become an emollient
That's seems to have been rubbed in forever

You may laugh 
You may feel its an easier game
For there's none above you
Who can punish you for your notorious ways
You will remain a mystery forever

You have several names  to all I pray
Bare the secret that you have never shared
How do I free myself from this cage
Ride without reins or saddle  
I don't wish to be known as a rider


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Friday, 5 July 2013

For You

A guest post I should rather say a beautiful piece of poetry by Akshit Dawar pl click on the link to read more www.akshitdawar.blogspot.com



String of pearls, hug her nape
Freya zingers, as she comes down the stairs
In the attire of the lady I’m entrap
Beauty beyond thoughts, wonder Clare

Alluring sensation, so divine and pure
Garnishedwith a smile, that’s majestic and grand
To a sorrowing heart, her touch is a cure
In the nest of my  heart, she soberly land

Apparel structured as never before
Soothes the soul as a flyingthistledown does
Moon beholds, moonlight adores
Pleasant art of God, admires Greuze

For a speck of her glimpse, angels compete
as the time ascend, louder she glares
To stay with her the winds sleet
beauty of her charm, inexpressible for trou-vere


Like a silent devotee, I owe to you

To this materialistic world I bid adieu

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Wednesday, 3 July 2013

A Questionnaire

“The greatest book in the world, the Mahabharata, tells us we all have to live and die by our karmic cycle. Thus works the perfect reward-and-punishment, cause-and-effect, code of the universe. We live out in our present life what we wrote out in our last. But the great moral thriller also orders us to rage against karma and its despotic dictates. It teaches us to subvert it. To change it. It tells us we also write out our next lives as we live out our present.
The Mahabharata is not a work of religious instruction.It is much greater. It is a work of art.

Few lines inspired by Peter Brook's the Mahabharata (1989 film)




I asked the stars I asked the moon
Why do you smile at me standing far away
They told me they are in a mood to share with me a secret    
That I had been ignoring in the past years
On my reluctance to hear what they want to share
Until they agreed to solve my questionnaire
That I put forth for them to answer
For me that was the easiest way to escape
Here I share the questionnaire that was answered well with in time
That I gave them and promised to hear what they had to say



"What is quicker than the wind? "
 "Thought."
  "What can cover the Earth?"
  "Darkness."
 "Who are more numerous? The living or the dead?"
  "The living, because the dead are no longer."
 "Give me an example of space."
 "My two hands as one."
 "An example of grief?"
 "Ignorance."
 "Of poison?"
 "Desire."
  "An example of defeat."
 "Victory."
 "Which came first, day or night?" 
"Day, but it was only a day ahead."
 "What is the cause of the world?"
 "Love."
 "What is your opposite?"
 "Myself."
 "What is madness?" 
"A forgotten way." 
"And revolt? Why do men revolt?"
 "To find beauty, either in life or in death."
 "And what for each of us is inevitable?"
 "Happiness."


Like a fool I looked at my questionnaire
That they took no time to answer
And asked me if there are few more to come their way
An ignorant like me , now had no choice but nod
And hear the secret that they wanted to share
With me on that star studded night
That was as bright as a day


In a lighter mood they questioned me
If I knew " The greatest wonder of the world ?"
My widened eyes were enough to convey
Decode the secret I am your slave
And found myself murmur
"A little wisdom that I have is granted by you
And the secret world of far away"

While my mind was still searching for the answer
They peeked into my eyes as if they knew
I am searching for an answer so I looked away
With a widened smile the moon whispered in my ear
"Each day death strikes,And we live as though we were immortal. This is the greatest wonder."
The passing by  wind was so amused
That it stopped by and wondered 
Why had the moon come so close to my ear 
And tried to hear the secret it shared
So was I amused on realisation that the stars and the moon
Were no longer smiling and I wondered 
" Who was it that whispered in my ear "


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Sunday, 16 June 2013

Once Again



Love is an intense feeling , a feeling that's hard to express as it has neither sound or appearance , one
can only hear its knock and see it in the eyes of a person who is engulfed by this feeling.....few lines
on love " Once Again "




Shower me with love once again
Whisper my name once again
You are so beautiful murmur again

Like an angel you came in to my life when I least cared 
My dreams that had begun to break turned me insane   
You are the one and only one who could have rescued my soul from the pain 

I see your reflection when I confront the mirror that says
It can see love ooze out every time I whisper your name  
So can it smell the insanity in the air

The fear of losing you from my sights has made me frail 
If you really mean the words that you say 
I can dwell in your fathomless eyes If you can accommodate

The euphoria I feel when I breathe your breath I must say
The crimson sheen on my cheeks speak of your touch that I cant betray
Your lips when entangle mine they are no more estranged

One more time look into my eyes and say" I cant escape 
Your beautiful eyes .. your smile..  the curls in your hair 
when they sway "








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Saturday, 15 June 2013

Story of a soldier

The best compliment I received since the release of my poetry book "Deep In My Heart " A mail from Air Vice Marshal Rakesh Yadav   followed by touching poetry composed by none other than him...

Dear Alka,
1    How are you ?

I am reading 
Deep in my heart
With some breaks,here and there 
Soon absorb this piece of art

Meanwhile, to a poetess
Story of a soldier
Narrated in dream
'O' our men on frontier

2    Would select my favourites out of very impressive line up of 65 soon and revert.
Best wishes
Air Vice Marshal Rakesh Yadav









Subject: Final posting



Last night while sleeping
I died. . or so it seemed
Then I went to heaven
But only in my dream

Up there my Record Keeper met me
Standing at the Entry Gates,
He said, "I must check your record...
Please stand here and wait."

He turned and said "Your record
Is covered with terrible flaws,
On earth I see you rallied
For every losing cause."

I see that you drank rum,
smoked and killed too,
Fact is, you've done everything
A good person should never do.

We can't have people like you up here....
Throughout your life all you did was hear,
You carried out orders without pausing to think.
You never asked for instructions in ink..

Then he read the last of my record
And his eyes grew moist.
He took my hand gently and said,
"Come in.

'You stood in isolated places and shivered alone
You left your kith, kin, hearth and home
You come from an unresponsive, ungrateful nation
You were denied your rights by every Pay Commission'

He led me up to the Caretaker of Heaven ...
"Take him in and treat him well,
He has served in the Indian Military ...
He's done his time in Hell. "

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Thursday, 23 May 2013

If You Love Someone


Few lines inspired by the famous saying " If you love someone set them free
If they come back to you they are yours If they don't they were never yours "





I was about to leave when you stepped into my life
Like a storm that never informs before it arrives

The tulips that you wrote with your name  on my heart  
They relieved me of the pain that I felt before you came into my life

Your musk that you spread every where before you left to comeback again 
My breath is still enticed by you and can smell it when I recite your name

I can still hear you say  , " I can  give you no name
But through out your life you will find me with you by your side  "

Though I can see you are still there but who is this  Nightingale
That I see every time I snoop into your life 

Like a shadow she follows you every where 
Even on the path that you may tread by mistake

Now tell me where am I wrong when I say 
I am willing to drift away if you like 

I am only being pragmatist and want to set you free
And unfurl like a flower in fresh air

If your love for me is true you will come back to me
If not in this life then may be in the next life

Like they say " If you love someone set them free
If they come back to you they are yours If they don't they were never yours " My Life


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Saturday, 18 May 2013

Life

Few lines of enlightenment once again



My debacle

My disastrous collapse
A catastrophe
The ultimate epitome of devastation,
Is all I can speak of
Till the time I am alone

Silently I try to gather 
Bits of my long forgotten dreams
And pieces of my life
That lie on the floor
I try to spread my wings
But they are caught in the web
That he spun in his loom

Like a child I try to free me
But the loops are too strong
My doubts are no wrong
He will not let go off me
Till the time the stains have dried
Until they have disappeared from my robe

The revel it seems is not for me
For I have not learnt to live
I heard him roar just now
And asked me to feast
He said " Why do you worry without cause
When each one of you have come alone
And will exit alone "




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JUST LIKE THAT (JLT)

Few lines in hindi please click the link to read the original post

http://floating-diamonds.blogspot.in/2013/05/doar.html








"Zara suno toe
Ruk kar chalo toe
Meri aankhon mein doob kar kaho toe
Keh kar toe dekho
Main hoon tumhare dil ki pari......



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Sunday, 12 May 2013

The Omen



Few lines on the  dark when I am surrounded by The Omen in me ....My satanic thoughts at times are too strong that I find it hard to free myself from palpable feelings....







Buried in the darkness
Only Silhouettes surrounding me
I grope in the dark
But the hollow walls are all I can feel

My satanic thoughts have become strong
They have begun to overpower me
The palpable feelings are strong
I try to move away from thee

I try to erase the memories of past
But the walls seem to have ears they can hear me
They speak to me in the dark
Ask me if I can live in emotional poverty

I nod my head in contradiction
Yet cant stop the self destructive thoughts
The omen that is in me
Who now is my guide who has begun to navigate me

My mind is too hazy I am lost
The consequences don't bother me
Like an unpredictable eccentric
I cruise on anonymous streets



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Set Me Free

Life is an unsolved mystery , a maze that the heavens control but we like pawns on chess board play as planned ..... few lines on jigsaw puzzle of life



My heart my soul your aches
None can hear your shrieks
Nor one knows
Who set ablaze my wings

The mystery of blood shed
When my heart was strewn apart
I watched him play with
The chords of his only violin

No questions I can ask
I Know if my eyes rained and poured
None would be there to console
The irony of life I must live with it

My nights and days are swarmed with thoughts
I can see him play with
And roll her in his arms
And hear his loud chants
" You are amazing, I love your beautiful skin "

My knees have become too week to
Sail me through the agony and pain of life
They refuse to take the lead and I am told
Freedom of my souls is the only remedy

"O heaven of wonders" I hate your world of treachery
The shining stars , the moon are none but a cleverly placed grift
An unknown maze , I am forced to wonder
Would you create space for me or force me to live few lives in smog
Before you set my soul free 






















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Wednesday, 8 May 2013

CHECKMATE

I know Check Mate sounds absurd while you read or write poetry but I just couldn't refrain from using this word ( some personal reasons )...




Last battle in thy ground
The tell tale marks and my frowns
Speak of debacle
My overthrown dynasty
Massacre of my world

My magnificent dream was slaughtered in thy battle ground
Before I could anchor by the shore
Untended ,alone on a deserted road
I hear no rain ,smell no petrichor nor I see the sun shone 

Sweet spring just went by
The primroses are still fresh on my mind
Though I may not see them blossom again
My injured heart is too week to even gasp for air


"O Slumber"  could you seal my soul
My tormented heels refuse to stroll
The flowering shrubs that deck thy world
 Lost the significance since I was told
"Checkmate ! You looser , I am the one who controls "


Can you  bring me a sparkling white robe
Can you arrange for few chrysanthemums  and few marigold
Can I ask you to endow the loveliest place  
That I  heard you brought into being for your loved ones alone
Where with none other than you and solitude I can sojourn












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Saturday, 4 May 2013

Conspiracy

 Most of us do indulge in frequent conversation with life in unfavourable circumstances  , at times blame it on fate or destiny for  not so good  things that happen to us in  our lives and at the same time many of us believe in writing our own destiny. But somehow I strongly believe in cosmic power without who we would not be here to write or change our destiny.........................................................................Such is life !










Calm down my broken heart
I spoke to destiny
It came in my dream
When I was awake 
Trying to gauge the pain
You have been in

I spoke to fate
About you at length
Like a slave I lay in its feet
And pleaded 
Let me take  a plunge
In to The Dark
Away from life that has been so mean

Futile my efforts,they went in vain
They failed to comprehend pain
As they have no heart
I was amazed
When the fate took me in its arms
And said " You cant run away from me "

My reins are in his arms
I only have a role to play
As I am told
I have no control over life
Who is friends with destiny
And not you and me

I am his slave
Don't blame me for his faults 
If you can
Try to convince my fate
Who too has conspired
Against you and me
Along with destiny


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Victory

Few lines on victory .....






Why do you beat " My Heart" so hard
When you know there's none to hear your sobs
Nor wipe you clean when you bleed

Why do you purse while you cry 
When you know the autumn has taken away the rose
And replaced it with phiz Oh my " Rosy Lips "

What do you try to look at and watch " My Eyes  "
When you know its only tears you will see
That would roll down my cheeks

"My Palms" you too have begun to feel so coarse
Its time to give up
When you know revel has slipped through your fingers


Oh " My Mind" ,what do you think 
Why are you troubled with your thoughts
When you know life is the another name of melancholy

 Why do you blink and laugh
What are you so proud of "My Soul"
Its time for  you to realize you are me
You  must be set  free to celebrate your victory


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Friday, 3 May 2013

Silence

  Pain is a strange experience that most of us go through at some point of time in our lives and all of us have different ways to express it. Some of us express it through eyes , some of us through silence and some of us through words .....






I seek freedom
Freedom from qualms
The silence too has begun to speak for me

I can feel the agony
The pain has begun to overpower me
I am under siege

Shattered ,
I am back in your arms
With none but my shadow beside me

My breath is no more strong
The calm
Has become my companion for life it seems

My eyes 
Have become warm 
In struggle to fight my tears that refuse to recede

I seek no reason 
Nor wish to know what is wrong
But relief from my breathing heart that has begun to hurt me 

My mind is no more muddled
But waits for you to kill my curiosities 
They have become my enemies


Speak to me " Oh you holy calm "
Its time to walk me through the silence with your arms around me
To thy world where no eyes can follow me 


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Saturday, 27 April 2013

I Miss You


A guest post by Nishu Bhandula , a visualizer by profession ,who I happened to meet at studios while editing a song sequence for an upcoming movie " Tere Pyaar Mein Paapad " I was pleasantly surprised to discover that she loves to write poetry and here I take the pleasure to share her musings with you all 



I miss you in my darkest hour , when I am alone and we are far...
I miss you in my sweetest dream , without you its not fun to scream ...
I miss you in my lonely nights,i want you beside me to hold me tight ...

One thing that i really miss........ Is the time when we Kissed

I miss you from the bottom of my heart.. love me , miss me you are my sweetheart...
I want to spend evry moment of my life with you ,even if it would be dark i am alwes with you ....

Please hug me i need your love...
There is nothing beautiful than this over and above...
Hold my hand in the crowd,you are the 1 among millions I found....

Make my life a beautiful journey..
fill it with the most memorable moments of my life..
Be with me till the day i take last few breaths in your arms...
I Love You from every little corner of my Heart..



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Saturday, 20 April 2013

Last Night


Few lines inspired by one of my favourite writers Paulo Coelho . His writings are never ending source of inspiration for me . One of his , my favourite quotes "Stay strong because things will get better it might be stormy but it cant rain forever "



The foot marks on my heart
Whispered  to me last night
Told me those are signs of your strides in my life
And are there to stay forever

I searched for the source of fragrance 
Looked around in the dark 
The calm night told me 
My own shadow bears your musk 
Why should I search for the source 
"He is by your side and there to stay forever"

I searched for your heart 
I found it behind my smiles 
Tucked away from the world forever

I turned around in the dark 

Found your heart caressing mine
Speaking to my heart heard muffled voice(s)
Like never I had heard before never ever

The promising night and assurances of the dark
Were kind enough to erase frowns from my face
Like they were never there ever

My searching eyes were put to calm
When muffling sounds spoke to my heart  
And said " Stay strong because things will get better
It might be  stormy but it cant rain forever "


He may not be in your arms
But with your thoughts in his heart
He  is sure to find the way 
To erase the dark from your life 
And make the life smile at you forever



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Tuesday, 16 April 2013

labyrinth

This piece is about  a woman's fight within herself a woman caught up in labyrinth of life.




  

Who would know
The pain that she goes through
When she watches the sunrise
Followed by a reflection
That says "You have no place in his life
He is mine , you are a fool living in a fools paradise "

Her only accomplice her tears have known
The saline waters in her eyes is behind the glow
And is mistaken for sunrise

She tried to go but the fragments of her heart don't show
Their intent to accompany few more yards
With staggering feet of her' that she calls mine

Though her soul in deep pain 
It argued with her heart
 " If you are brave enough say good bye
life will treat you with a new welcome in life "( Paulo Coelho)

Her conversation with her heart failed
Its content with bits and pieces of happiness
That it can gather on its way
Towards the end of journey
As it knows she has come closer than before, to the pyre 
That waits to engulf her in its arms
Make her lighter than air 
Free her soul from the labyrinth of life

She looks at her scattered dreams
Who laugh mercilessly at her and make her feel
Like a twig blown with harsh wind
Smile when they watch her burn
With an infant desire
" Why couldn't she be the one and only woman in his life "





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Saturday, 13 April 2013

I Love Myself

.We all have turning points in our life , so did I and I call them soul stirring moments .Here are  few lines about awakening and enlightenment of my soul that changed my life.

Neither my beginning nor the end
Neither I had nor I will have control 
Its all about his hands

Neither my present nor my future
I can control 
It is controlled by his wand

My past I am told 
" Is bygone 
I must not regret "

"Like a docked ship in troubled waters 
I must flow
Till I reach the horizon 
The infinite world that never ends " 

"Like a Diva 
In this world 
I must venture ahead"

"Walk down the road
Wait for the story to unfold
Don't let the unknown world
haunt my soul"

"By now I must know 
The burning desire and audacity of hope
Are the last musketeers alive in this world "

I pushed my spirit 
Beyond my physical cage
To understanding of who I am 

Forgave myself for the sins I made in the past
Make constant effort to shine radiantly in the dark
For at the end of  the day
When my actions have paved the way
I must take pride when I  say " I love myself"


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