OUM !

                    What is his name
                        Am a slave ,
       Am captivated by his unsolved riddle ,
              Jehovah ,Yahweh,Allah ,
                  Are all his names
                           But
             they say he is " ONE "
             "Elohim ,the creator,
      You are acumen , I have no vision
            Of  your ways , the fathom
        The mystery of unsolved world ,
        I aplaud your gait , like a slave ,
         I arch my waist in reverence ,
             Accept my obeisance "

    Let me say , the way I preceive you  ,
             Now don't be stunned ,
  You are a wave , like an under water current
      Invisible , yet your thrust is immense ,
            Don't laugh when I say
You are prudish , you are exceptional !

        Yet another name " Adnoi  "
        I can only adore and praise ,
Your ways ,though you have several names ,
          Neither I affray nor fray,
      Have no intention to confront ,
                         YET
 I will come back again ,to solve just one riddle ,
            You have several names,
                           But
 The way to your world is through one name ,
                       That is OUM !


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Ode of Joy

At the age of  11 or may be12 ,I loved reading Urdu Poet Nawab Mirza Khan Daag better known as Daag Dehlvi  He was a self-acknowledged romantic poet (shayar} but contrary to the impression one gets from his poetry, he eschewed wine. Usage of common words and phrases was distinctive of his style. Though i am no where near him but this is an attempt influenced by his style.





On ode to joy ,
No I am not being cynical ,
But have become lyrical ,
Have become like old wine .

Now don't be surprised ,if I make you feel shy
Am now in a different world
A world that's spherical ,
A miracle
I don't care, as long as am twined
With joy of being in your arms
Am ,enticed.

Now ,blow some air
I feel like a flute
With that feel of your lips ,
When they touch mine.

No ,now don't turn ,
Just look into my eyes ,
My heart , my soul , my body ,
Every chord is yours ,
My breath now waits for yours
to feel mine .

Drenched ,intoxicated ,bathed
In dew that's yours and mine ,
My eyes though closed , can still see the hue
When  I hear you murmur
"Cant get enough of you , where were you
while I  looked for you , didn't you know
you are made  for me ,you are mine
now come close , I want to hear you sigh "

I feel like Feni  like old wine ,
 Toast  before you spill this wine ,
Slightly bitter ,at times dry,
 But don't gulp ,go slow
like never before tried.
 Am here , hold me tight .

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Altocumulus

Fazed , now in oblivion ,
Don't show me your uncanny ways
Nor  tell me its a phase ,
Stop following me every where
I loosened my strings
To live every moment
In blithe of being in devotion ,
Engulfed in string of emotions
The gashes , the heart , the soul
Don't pain ;
The spell of umbra too erased ,
I feel so light ,
Like an  altocumulus  , chaste
Am all over the place ,
With the wind  turned fragile
It has become so mild
I am in seventh heaven ,frenzied ,
I sway
With  William , who is just mine
When I look into his eyes they say ,
" I am here to stay , like a star will guide
will hide you in veil ,restore your smiles ,
 wont let you down , no matter what life says"

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Cupid

Do you see a rainbow or have I turned blind
Do you hear sea gulls or its my imagination turned wild
 I saw meadows in the desert , fire in wild brine !

Look at the distant star "Venus " it has changed its attire
Feel the sensation , the aroma of Amor (Latin love)
and watch me smile ,when the cupid who pierced my heart  blames
me for having changed his life !

Can you see my dancing heart ,
The glow on my face ,
The sheen on my fervent body,
My reflection that is now unable to control its smiles !
Can you hear the melody, the music of my consonance with life !

Look at his strange smile that has now become  mine ,
Do you think its madness
 or
 Insanity that has conquered my mind ,
or  is it my conquest on life !

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Khrysos

                        

  A juvenile , in your world
 pristine like a pearl ,
 the way you out lined ;
 in your wonder land , in your world
 lonely yet free ,free to unfurl
but you denied, denied the freedom
 to this girl ;
when I told you , the secret that I learnt
 you didn't revert nor you heard ,
 that I was trying to share , was trying to make you aware,
what is ringing in mind ;
 now when like a khrysos (Greek meaning gold)
 burnt alive to emerge as shining gold ,
when I have become sterile;
 in mode of unfold , now when I unfurl
you turned and told some one , I heard " you are abashed ,
 for your command for you couldn't govern "
 I feel  I should bow to you , your command
 and you should know
it was you , it is you and it will always be you
who would be in command and who would rule ,
no matter how many times
I surrender to merge in this earth to re-emerge in your world ,
remember , had you not smoldered  and  stirred me
 I would have remained a juvenile ,a pearl in this world .

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illusioned

His phenomenal ways , his wondrous gait ,
surprised ,  amazed
with unknown , his occult ways
am illusioned or its a hallucination ,
I see the  spring without season
a rainbow at midnight ,
 dew drops in rain ;
is it a deception or delusion
an implausible , incredible
mist around me
I need some aid ;
fragments of my heart , the ebony
where could they have disappeared ,
the madness the fanaticism
 freshness in the air
 the impressions that speak of a presence
 I can see a trail ;
can you turn around there's a reason ,
 cant identify this place ,
am blinded by unusual prodigy ,
by this  spectacular phase,
the musk that surrounds me
is there for a reason ,
find out till I bathe
while sun shines , while the moon is bright
in breathtaking wave ,
don't look at me for no reason
 am petrified ,am afraid
of his unusual ways.

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Tranquilised

Look at my wings , admire the hues ,admire my flips
my eyes are  bright , my lips turned pink,
the memories of darker side , abandoned , I can fly
my mind is free;
you came into my life when I thought " Love is a myth"
I told myself "It does not exist"
though I searched for the bliss that I thought is a myth ,
you changed my life , you changed my guise ,
my unquenchable thirst ,now satiated am tranquilised ;
few miles away though at a distance , you live
but your heart throb I can hear though you are no where to be seen ,
 your existence I can feel ,your presence I know is real ,
I remember the night , when you told me " Now you can flip "
when you swung your arm around,when I was smitten in your wings;
charmed ,captivated , enchanted ,when tears rolled down my cheeks
couldn't believe , I pinched and realised am alive
you are there for real , for me
my hues , my wings my smiles , are the testimony
and my submission says my heart has healed
now stay in my life , be there until I live
 few miles away , your presence is all I need .


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The Reigning Queen

You are benign , yet move in a mysterious way ,
I know you don't live in shrines nor in a holy place ,
I searched for you in silver screen that surrounds my dwelling domicile
my birth place , my living ground catering to your whims and fantasies
and embellishing your themes.

I wrote down my memoir , thought would make you go through it
when you make up your mind to hear my grievance
against my life " my life The Reigning Queen"

"Downtrodden ,lifeless on my way ,on an avenue unseen
 away from world , ground in a dynasty of shattered dreams
tainted eyes , soiled , the lids down caste with layered grime
  all my  attempts were foiled , to break free from The Reigning Queen
day dreamt of respite,in search of you looked at the  silver screen
 painful yet the stallion in me never died ,the inner voice
 vowed to die in bravery
than give up  in slavery of The Reigning Queen "

 Your call for truce came as a pleasant surprise
like a flamboyant tree in a desert heat, away from an oasis
away from a fresh water creek.
Smothered with this beautiful deed , I lie addicted to your
 verdict , the decree
that its time for me to celebrate , a time to feast !

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Bling Bling

When I heard you say , Now Drift
dumbfounded ,speechless before I could think ;
 you said " Fly " astonished and surprised ,
 before I could turn to look into your eyes
and ask " Do you really mean it ,
 you comply or you mean to play with me "
you said " Live your life"numb , I was stunned
before I could believe you were being candied ;
you pushed me towards the tide that had begun to now recede ,
riding on the tide I hit the shore , that seemed like paradise to me ;
that night in the paradise , when I lay with him
under the sky ,didn't care about what the world would think
he held me  tight , I thought it is a dream
his caressed me all the while he lay beside me ;
 a moment of high ,I let go my soul free
under the sky ,when the stars went bling bling
the moon was shy , could see it hide behind the trees ;
wind whispered "Let's see you smile , when your dream is getting accomplished"
now when you see me smile "you know the secret I believe"

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Orchids

                                      

                          Like I said "my breath now smells of orchids,
                      my smile now hides the mystery that I cant decrypt;
              you have come into my life when my tribulation was on peak,
                    my life had become a torcano that is never relieved ;
                   your majestic strides in my life extinguished the fire
                               that never seemed to become extinct !
                           
                            You have come into my life like a rainbow ,
                                         the hues now I can see ,
                            my color less eyes have begun to sparkle
                        is evident from the colors now that they reveal !

         
                                       I have begun to blossom
                               the color that you  see on my cheeks
                               is mere paragon of the bliss , you see !

                My dissonance with life now has changed into an agreement
                   that you will stay in my life till the day there's life on earth
                                                       or
                      any corner of the universe that no one may have seen !

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Beyond the Bounds

                                             

I smile , when he says "He found me when he thought it is beyond the bounds of possibility, his search he felt is futile but like an angel I came into his life and am a great thing to have happened to him, he thinks of me all the time , I am his love at first sight that he thought is unattainable "
I shiver, with torrent his sights am sure you can hear me quiver ,  transudation I can feel cascade down my face ,my body when he holds me tight and whispers that he loves my eyes . I look away, no words I find to say how I feel inside I am in a state of trance , I can feel my body and soul in rhythm.
Can some one tell him he is my life . Now when he has come he should stay and not leave me alone in wild ,nothing else I want but him by my side , I can feel his presence when I look into my eyes in my reflection in the mirror. His fragrance stays around me when he leaves to come back , my sighs are witness to my love for him . Tell him stay till I take my last breath and dissolve in dust of this mysterious world.

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Mayhem

Confound am baffled ,
what made you change your mind
 that you pulled me out of the huddle ;

Now don't you turn around and say "you were puzzled ,
you are volatile , your mood swings are known ,
you are, at times mercurial"

You gave me no reason for your prejudice ,
nor told me why you made me go through vile ,
and why should i struggle like a lonely fish in a pond
unaware of the way out of  the wild waters that had no flavour ;

Now when I feel safe and cuddled ,
his warmth is all that I feel around me
and the only thing I can hear is his heart beat ,
 absolute silence away from multitude ,
his breath wrapped around me like  vine
around a tree , I am in a state of contentment
now don't ruffle nor perturb
let me stay in this state ,
my prayer is profound ,
now don't you  astound me ,
I hope I made my stand clear ,
I want no mayhem .

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gambit

         

        Astounded by the enigma of your regime
                   am a traveller without a lead ,
                        in a journey unforeseen
                 till I surrender , bow at your feet ,
               like a slave who is bound to redeem
                   for sins of this and past life
                         committed by me ;
                        bereft of direction ,
                    unaware of the channel
                    that leads to  holy gleam .
                  Million years of light away
                      you smile and watch
                          my commotion
                              at times
                           me relieved ,
                 your spirals and your weave
            the  mysterious spell of your regime ;
                        left with no aspect
                      no notions, no beliefs
                             the fact
                          like a pawn
                     sacrificed in gambit ,
                       for your pleasure
                      when you are free
          here's my advice u need to think ,
              next time when you are free
                    give me a pleasure
                       to be a queen ,
                  my lust and desires
                 quenched to extreme ,
             as a queen with "joie de vie"
                      exuberance
                in your play ground ,
                  in your past time ,
                when you are free ,
          when you re write my destiny
            when you re incarnate me.

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Warrior

                                                           

I slowed down to hear the whispers of wind that now had dwindled ,The ocean waves roared "Grab the opportunity while the cosmic powers have aligned to lift you off the road of interruptions , now its time for you to fly with us in the blissful world of saints who are there to assist you navigate through your journey , from now on every step you place will be cushioned .The white petals that you see on the road were gathered from different corners of the universe to make your journey comfortable , now you  need no spat or sole while you travel and reach the rainbow ,the ultimate atrium to heaven , Your life too has sworn not to swindle you of the grape fruit that lies a little ahead on the road ,that you were trying to walk ,several times where you stumbled .The life says its gonna be friendly and seize to behave like a see saw and lie like a luxurious layer while you cross and bathe in the nectar , originally placed for you but your stars made a choice to make you go through series of trials to see your  will to achieve the ultimate , The Sweet Pain , that now shines on you in abundance . 

We all lost to your will power , your spirit and your never tiring strides , your amazing power to bear pain became your bayonet to terminate every hedge that was placed on your way to seize you from achieving the bliss , without that you were like sloe who grew on a shrub yet sustained to taste the sweet nectar.  Here the entire universe bows and has aligned to give you the sweetest of pain,without that you became insane yet a warrior that forced us to allow you to taste the fruit that conceals the sweet nectar of love. 

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Karma

Theres some  astounding thing  happened to me that I least expected , I was pretty annoyed with super natural power, life and every possible power that seemed responsible for giving me immense anguish in life and I repeatedly questioned WHY WHY and WHY  but never refrained from following the principle of Karma and here I stand spellbound , though every part of my body  tells me to share the details with u all but am too scared to even express my feelings yet I found the answer and here it goes.....


"Karma is not fate , for humans act with free creating their own destiny ,According to the Vedas ,if one sows goodness, one will reap goodness; if one sows evil, one will reap evil. Karma refers to the totality of our actions and their concomitant reactions in our life, all of which determines our future. The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate response"
                                                 
                                   

Speechless ,silent with my heart beat that struggled

on an alley , a dark street spell bound by his array

an endless voyage , lonely in sultry desert

lifeless , all I could hear was muffled sound of my breath

when HE swept me off my feet ,

my heart beat enthralled by his prodigy 

gasped  for breath as if it was a witness to an astounding sight ,

I fell on my knees couldn't see through the dust settled on my lids

while I waited to see some brighter side of life

in his kingdom that he reins and I have no say ;

the galloping sound and shimmering brown sheen

 like those of Vulcan (roman god of fire)

appeared , faint but I could see 

 while I struggled to keep my sights clean

and see if it was a dream or some thing unseen;

aghast I shivered like a feeble stream ,
A whisper in my ear, was it a dream

or him ,the creator of every weave

held my hand and said before I could speak ,

 "Here we treat you for your struggle,

don't u feel week in your knees ,

ride the saddle , its time to celebrate

your victory,your freedom from anguish and pain "

and left me the way he came , like a whiff , that was never there

speechless  I stand , in disbelief

I see a rainbow every where,

trying to reason out

WHY  ME ?

when I couldn't see hope against hope

a journey that pained me

such was anguish that I prayed "free me"

but it has ended and I can see

though I am still trying to believe

Yet I beseech believe in Karma

and
 you will see ,

though a little late but I promise thee

there is a power that thrives behind 

you and me !

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conversation with life

   These  lines are extract of few of my poems written on my conversation with  life :)

You thought you could run you could escape ,
"my eminent defeat" , you said " is my fate"
With a slain heart I pleaded but in vain,
your arrogance and your pride turned you blind
you said"I am your child" but" your hands are tied"
"I must play my part on your stage
and
 should have no complaints,
my destiny is to write and applaud your plot , your games ."
You are supreme the ultimate power !
If I walked you controlled my gait,
You are divine so controlled my smiles ,
You claimed
"my lonely heart will find a soul is my hope against no hope
I shouldn't wait for respite from my fate,my lonely nights are
marvels of destiny !"

I told you my life " I am a tenacious child "
"I will not stop will find my way ,
my long strides ,though tired but will walk against the tide,
will leave no stone un turned , till you set me free from the curse of destiny
and re write my fate "

 Now don't you hide from this child,you should have thought when you were being beguile!
your hoodwinks your lies now lie by your side
I walk away from your spell , now you have no control
I am a musketeer,I found my way
I found my love , I found my soul

Now why do you smile sheepishly and hide ,
"Wait this is a part of your role on my stage"
Is this what you are trying to convey ?
If so then hold my destiny , I have no complaints !

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Bliss

                           

                           


                               OH no , its a bliss !
                          Make sure theres no twist ,
                                    I am a saint,
                                I pray, let me sail
                                   you promised
        "you will not touch or change and will stand still
while I drench the world in my color till the horizon where it ends "

                            I like the way you  say
                                        LIVE
             So let me rush before I hear  the final call
                 and feel how it feels to be blessed
           a feeling that I longed for but you never spared .

                          Your world just nudged
                   while it   re wrote every chapter again
                                      that says
                "close your eyes and feel the blissful pain
                   I permit you so don't let the few years
                     of your life left go in waste FLY "

                                         Now
                               don't be intrusive
                                          or
                                     try to pry ,
                   just watch me gallop without a hoof  ,
                            I feel lighter than  a feather
                    though have no wings no caudal
          all I can see is an enchanting smile on his face !

                              Oh no, its a bliss !
                             Hold on I am pale ,
                    pour some color on my body
                              preferably black
                          and duck me in a veil
                                   away
                     from evil eye I am afraid !


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Dreams II

A closet of dreams ,
few accomplished few un achieved ,
I opened the door for you to see
the ones you can accomplish
and
complete ,
like a comatose , like a deceased
I felt without you though I lived ;
be my anchor , navigate me
you are my oar, take the lead ,
widen your arms a bit
accommodate me ,
I am within your reach ;
now let me feel
your warm  breath ,when you breathe
like a novice  I want to feel ,
with you around
when you take the lead ;
my heart pounds when I see the gleam ;
let me drown in your eyes
now don't let the gleam recede ,
my closet of dreams
lies open for you to see ,
here's the key to closet of my dreams ,
don't fear the sound its my heart throb
anxiously waiting for you to turn the key ;
 give me every thing that's in your means


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Decisions

He gave me a reason
to believe
everything has a time and happens for a reason .
Your smiles are there for seasons ,
you have come in to my life for a reason .
I heard the ringing bells of shrine say ,
"its time for vivacity,don't waste your life
on invalid reasons ,
 such opportunities don't come every season .
Your life is a maze , one wrong step may lead you to an unknown world for no reason .
No one belongs to you ,you belong to no one
you come alone and go alone for a reason ;
life is a lonesome journey , if you find someone to walk by your side
its more than what one can ask for.
Now change your gloomy attire to a vivacious one,
welcome the sun rise
that rid you from the marooned life ,
that you lived for no reason.
The time is alive for you to fly
and make hay while the sun shines ,
so smile ,and look forward while life chose to be kind
to you for some reason ,
hold his hand ,don't let the fear of losing him grip
your mind for no reason;
pick up a smile from every corn that smiles
and forget about the pain you got from ... the thorns for no reason.
I give you a few years of your life now  live the way u like ,
  but do think of me who has to take all the difficult decisions "

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The holy slave

             

                 Like a nomad I tried ,
           searched for you in every site ,
            my belief in life had died,
     my soul cried every time it heard my heart
  that was deprived of the luxury of you in my life;
               all my pleas went unheard,
            no one to hear ,no one to feel
          the mockery of life with this child;
    I came down on my knees with folded hands
                            and
            sought mercy from heavens
                             but
came back with a frown that I adorned for a long time
                       on my face;
      Slaughtered and slain ,I asked the pain
         " Why don't you find another place
 to release your anger ,and relieve me along the fate
     now I cant bear you ,OH, you holy slave "
           It turned to looked at my face
                            and
said"Don't worry I will end this game but before I leave,
    have to write an account whether you survive or
                    faint in this holy game"
                     My endless pain
         mellowed me down to the extent
                            that
           I could neither feel nor could faint;
    my existence when I felt was on break down,
        I heard chanting sounds from sphere
                            that
                 was unknown to me
                            and
    I saw you come down riding a holy sleigh
with a smile that pleased this heart that was slain ;
    you came into my life with a  little surprise,
         enchanted me but became my life,
        you are the answer to my prayers ,
         now am getting accustomed to you ,
                            and
         loving every moment of this game .

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Right now

          Lyrics dedicated to my inspiration :)
       

Every day when I wake up in the morning....I see the bright sun shine that wasn't seen for some time .... I go reeling under your love....you  know, now you are my heart .... you are the one, I waited for to be with me; 

          I feel like painting the sky now,with every possible hue right now....hold me I cant stop from  flying ! 

 When I rise every day I see the sun smiling...I know its your love...that makes the sun smile now...my heart ,you changed my life ....I want you to hear my heart pounding that you soaked in your love;

           I feel like flying right now,towards the sky right now....hold me I cant stop from flying !

 Every day now when I see you smiling.....I feel like kissing your eyes now and give you a little surprise .....I write a few lines and dedicate to you , my love.

       

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Mirth

Love is a strange feeling that can not be expressed in words , sometimes it makes you cry, sometimes smile and  times makes you smell of orchids ! Please read on ....

 No more I feel like a twig,
 The rift now is filled with your redolence,
 That now is my identity;
 My breath now smells of orchids !
 Wait, did you say "You like enchanting my frills"
 My frills are significance of  delirium ,a state that now I live in,
 You want to know the secret behind my mystic eyes ,
 The miracle is  power driven from the ,
 Mirth and joy that  I feel in your existence,
 And will stay as long as am surrounded by your magic;
 Your wand is behind the mysterious eyes !

 Do you know you came late,
Yet flooded this heart with smiles
The smiles that had become now extinct;
You know ,you are now my wings
I will fly as long as you stay put , in this little life
That was close to the brim ,
And thought it was the result of my past ,
My sins!

Now dont go as long as I live
You dont know in your magical field
How I feel.
You said "I am an angel ,I live in your heart"
Hold me , dont lose me in madding crowd.
With your love by my side
I am sure to thrive ,my life
You now have become my wings !


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aahat

                           





lyrics in hindi...
my aplolgies for posting them on this blog , i did think of deleting it fro here but had a change of mind
let it be ,let it be here

  
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua,
ek teer chala,
mere dil ko choo kar nikal gaya.....
yeh kaya hua ,yeh kaisa manzar hai
din mein bhi mujhe chaand dikhne laga.....
main kaya karoon,kiss se khoon,
 mere dil ki dhakan bhi kuch kehne lagi,
main sun ne lagi,
unke kadamon ki aahat ab rukti nahi...
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua
hmm,hm ,hmm ,hm/.....

 dekho mujhe , mujhe kaya hua
mere honthon pe unka naam likha....
roko mujhe, main ruk na paaon
main aur sunder dikhne lagi,
un ki aahat jab se main sun ne lagi...
yeh un ki aahat hi thi,
yeh un  ki aawaz hi thi ,
jisne mujhe jeene ka maqusad diya
yeh kaisi aahat hui,
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,
yeh kaisa shoar hua,
hmm,hm ,hmm ,hm/..


main aub behkne lagi,
mein aub chehkne lagi ,
mujhe kaya hua,
aei duniya walo,
mujh ko sambhalo,
main un se mohabbat karne lagi......
jub se  choo kar unhon ne mujh se kaha.....
woh meri manzil hain,
mera pyaar hain,
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua,
ek teer chala,
mere dil ko choo kar nikal gaya.....
yeh kaya hua ,yeh kaisa manzar hai
din mein bhi mujhe  chaand dikhne laga....
hmm hm hmm hm

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Halo (part ii)

On a chariot
with two wings
on my way
where the angels live
hold your breath
for awhile,while
I speed up towards the halo
that I can see ;
The clouds now
seem to be ready
to shower some silver dust
on none other than me
,look into my eyes
have you seen
me so happybefore in my life ;
Like a bee
now I feel
among the flowers
that look like tiny stars
up in the sky
,I wish you could watch
me hop like a butterfly
around the silver halo up in here;
Can you hear
the silver bells sing
"girl now forget every thing ,
tell your world
to look forthe bright star
shining up in the sky
and that's me "
.

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I am free now...

                                                           

                                       Like a cloud in the sky,
                                        with no wings I can fly,
                                   I need no cave , no hideaway
                                     like a proud  pachyderm ,
                              I walk on the road that is confined
                         to prerogative world with exclusive rights ;
                    I feel now,  I feel now away from melancholy of life .

                                   I am no bird  but I can fly,
                                  I rise and  I dive,I can glide,
                          can fight the fears , those were intense
                overpowered my mind for years but now have condensed ;
                          my heart is confined in four walls of mine
                                I hear no cries ,I have no ties
                       I am free now,I can fly without no wings .

                      Away from the world with exclusive rights ,
            away from the world ,away from the melancholy of this life ,
                  I feel now,I feel free from fake and fictitious ties .
                             
                              Like a storm I walked away
                                       I have no whims
                                 no desires and my craves ,
                                    I left them far away
                      in mendacious world , where no one is real
                                 no more I feel I am frail
                                    like a pachyderm
                               I left ,I have no claims
                  I am free now , free like a cloud I fly away .
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Amen !

                                                                                                               

Can you hear flutter of my wings ,like a butterfly I fly in the air with ocean of dreams.....The odour of musk do you feel when you breathe fresh air that has begun to smell so sweet !

A bunch of stench I left behind now am away from sleaze ,to be in a world that's ready to greet the way I am , I fly and  feel.....with ocean of my dreams I am ready to go glide and find some love for me that's waiting and is life for me...I feel so beautiful  in side , I feel like wearing my dancing shoes and touch the sky !

Hold on to your breath  and look at me , I am dressed in my favourite style to greet  life tonight....all that I need my friends from you is just pray for me . 

amen !

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Oh MAA (mothers day special)

Oh mother I was a seedling  you nurtured me till I grew up , 

though I was seedling but I could hear you scream on my way to this world . 

Your pain I coulnt feel but  I know it was just you and you who could have borne that pain for your loved one 

.You are the one and only one who could  feed me the nectar of love that  poured when I was born . 

Though I am old enough now and have moved on but surprisingly , in pain or in moment of joy the only word  I scream is "Oh Maa , Oh meri Maa" 

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dreams

           

You don't stop dreaming the life is all about dreams , work towards what you want and defeat every dream with a brand new one ; 

When you start feeling ,you cant achieve  and you want to give up ...read my words and start believing in your being and give it one more chance;

Go for it without fear of defeat or failure and think you will achieve what you want , make sure you don't retrieve though your dream may be a tough one ;

Every failure will teach you some thing so don't fear , give your best the result will come .

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Versatile Once again

             Versatile Blogger Once Again 

This is my 6th Versatile Blogger award , and every time I receive an award I begin to wonder whether I really deserve it ? I started blogging for no other reason than venting out my feelings , my emotions sometime in Aug 2010 and for three months ,till Oct  end

there were no readers ,I would just post and sit back wasnt aware that it needs to be linked as well ,LOL . The first person to join my blog was Readitt and my my , was I thrilled na Maha thrilled that after 3 months of effort I got some one to read my blog.

 Well my poetry is on review by some journalists and will be published on their approval ,in the mean time i would like to congratulate Navin Mathew who blogs on http://myrootsmywings.blogspot.in/2012/04/ for receiving the award and also thank  him for passing it on to me.  

There are some rules I need to follow though.

1. Create a new post. Check.

2. Thank the lovely person who nominated you for the award. Check.

3. Pass it on to your fellow bloggers. 

Now the tuffest part , I would actually like to re reward Navin for making me go through this ordeal Of selecting  only 7 bloggers out of the entire list. Well to accept the award I must bear the brunt and here the list of the Bloggers that I would like to recognize and in no particular order

saikat mbka ghosh http://campbuzzz.blogspot.in

serendipity            Little Moments Of Bliss

della   My Garbage

deepak karthik  WHATEVER iT TAKES !

a homemakers utopia A Homemaker's Utopia..

elvira  its my life

leo paw bigbitz-blog

rahul miglani Desire v/s Destiny

raphael ...Ergo, I blog

punamjr  http://punamjr.wordpress.com/

4. State 7 random facts about you.

Seven Random Facts? hmmmmm tough  lemme wear my thinking caps on

1. I am a big time animal lover though dogs are my fav ,i can actually communicate with them
2. -I am a fitness freak
3. -I am a good swimmer though I know all the four strokes but back stroke is my fav 
4. -I am hyper active ,full of energy cant sit still..I dont walk literally run 
5. -I  love to collect curios and ash trays
6. -I hate going to beauty parlours
7. -I crave for a vacation in Kerala , would love to be by myself with my music ,some good wine and sea food 

5. Claim and post the award pic. Check.

That's right. Take a good, long look at it. You are looking at the newest Most Versatile Blogger in this zipcode.

i walk a lonely road

I walk a lonely road ,am alone ,with  no one beside me ;

 The only one I know on this road , on my way back home, is my shadow that walks beside me ;

There's silence on this road ,  no clamour , no chaos , the only sound I hear is when my heart beats ;

 Am neither frightened nor care to wait for a soul , for some one to walk me home, am sure I can travel all alone without a sound or soul with my heart beat  ;

Am an itinerant  on the road , who learnt to ramble alone need no one beside me .

I walk a lonely road.....

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