Aura

Your eyes , your smile,your laughter
Is like blossom ,like spring
 Rose like your phiz, your face
Gave me a reason
A reason to live ,
I need no tantalising bouillon
No pottage, no puree
Just hold me tight,
Am spellbound , bemused
Am fascinated by your aroma
Have become lush without swig
By your aura, your semblance
By your petal like lips
Your intoxicating essence,
Your fragrance
Your redolence is behind my laughter
Let me live in blissful terrene,
Under the sun
Who smiles at me
While I write my songs
On your eyes ,your smile,your laughter
Am enchanted by blossom , by spring
You are the only reason
For I live

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Once Again

 

Nailed up in my casket,
Blown with another gale,
Am scared , want no tears ,
Not again...
Am in love , you know
Am not a game , I only
want some nectar that smells
of you once again....
When you came , you said
You are going to heal my heart ,
You will come back again .....
On a tree top,
With broken heart in deep  pain,
I wait for you to grace my life ,
Pick up the threads, rebuild my nest ,
 Embellish it with your breath
Once again......

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Stardust

An ultra modern woman like me ,who has always been ahead of her generation but some how have very orthodox views when it comes to love .Today while I was reading a blog about some porn magazine I wondered how can one get a kick out of it . If a man and a woman are truly in love they need no stimulator , every action ,every expression becomes a stimulator in itself for the other partner. Emotions have always been dominant in my life , being in love was a dream for me .I became a vagabond in search of true love, love that knows no bounds and has deep meaning ,  union of souls , a feeling that only few fortunate people  experience which is quite rare . Like Paula Coelho says "if you truly want something the entire universe aligns itself to give it to you " though a little late in life but I found true love and here I express my feelings for some one who I am truly in love with .I may sound foolish but that's the way I am .Before it gets too late here we go...

Did I hear you say 
"who you are ,I  cant recall "


Go back to last night,
When you came across 
Dust of stars,
You said " Its A Beautiful Ruin "


 Ruined in churn of life ,
I was among the stars ,
 The luster may have gone,
But the soul never died , 
 Here I am ,
With handful fragments of my heart,
My naked body

The marks are souvenir of my past ,
Camouflage , hide me in your arms,
Give me some respite,
Am on run,
Broke free from The Sword of Life ,
Couldn't resist being yours ,
You are my life ,
Am dust , look beneath your feet
There I lie,
For me ,your subtle smile is source of life ,
Drown me in your eyes ,
Let me live in your heart ,
Am dust with a golden heart ,
Am sure now you can recall ,
Am the one last night you came across .


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El Dorado

Few lines on loneliness

On a gloomy road all alone ,
 In a shroud of hope ,
 Along with my shadow ,
 Who lay prostrate on the road,
I told her to come along,
Don't give up, don't leave me alone ,
I can see some golden dust ,
 I am sure
We are close to an Oasis "


She refused to hear one word , I told ,
She lay back like a rock beside the road,
She muttered   " You are blind ,
You can see no more beyond
The ring of desires ,
Now leave me alone ,
Move on ,on your own ,
I wonder ,
What makes you so sure ,
You will reach El Dorado ,
And find a Holy grail
The day you find an Anon
On this anonymous road
That leads to unknown world
I will follow if I am alive
If I am there !

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JEDIKA

This piece of poetry is dedicated to Jedika who's comment on my post OUM  made me realize why i love writing,and the comment touched my heart,my soul and made my eyes moist,thank you so much Jedika for your words this is my way of thanking you

 JEDIKA COMMENTS  - "Absolutely wonderful!!! I'm soo happy to have come across you by accident awhile back to have found myself curious enough to wanna revisit, and im happy my curiosity hadnt given up on pulling me back a few times too reconizing why id liked your blog & post soo much, when i was very young id had been in a severe accident leaving me a might slow upon comprehention it takes me soo much to learn curtain things or understand them when reading is involved,,, as ironic as it maybe or sound ive hadnt any proplems in reading or understanding what your sooo rightfuly gifted in thats awesome too me it touches my heart in knowing your gift hagivenmuchmeaning,tyou soo much "

Jedika is that your real name ?
Does it mean a wave ?
No, I think it means a ray !
Now don't fray ,
Have no desire to affray ,
Theres nothing in a name,
But I could see your colour through your name ,
You are fluorescent ,
I feel you have deep sense of melody ,
As your words sounded like a refrain ,
Cant see you but my vision says ,
You have a smile on your face ,
Don't be surprised ,
If I told you,
While you go through these lines ,
 The expression on your face !
Am glad you came ,
And wish that you come back again ,
The only desire I have ,
How can I be your strength ?
Would appreciate ,
If you could narrate.


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The Burning Streets

Cluster of dreams
Ringlet of desires
My castles in the air
Have become imprudent
Lost the reasoning power
Have become inane
Feel no pain
Am dazed by the sparkle
The panorama , the spectrum
Is all I look for ,try to capture


My winglets on fire
The flames have gone higher
I feel no heat nor I see
The source of heat
I cruise with my desires
My swollen and burnt feet
Don't feel the pain nor the heat


The vicious circle
One after the other
Painful flyers
Convey "neither
I should wait , nor I deserve
The skill to experience the patrichor
Nor pitter-patter , its not meant for me "


Now how do I convince , my heart
That I lost while I cruised
The burning streets
When I saw a spectacular dream .


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Solitude

Stay away ,if you care
 I told you
 Not again
 Like unreasonable ,inexorable wave
 Don't follow me everywhere

Now once again
 I can feel you
 You are back again
 Now stay
 You are the one and only one
 Who's been there
 My confederate
 My accomplice ,my friend
 In times
 In my desolation
 Has seen my hiding place
 You are not unaware of my solitude
 And my aches
 I see none
 But you are the one
 Who I know for no selfish reason
 Are there
 Can stay forever
 Need no elucidation
 Without reason you are here
 Once again ,"O My pain"

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midnight blue

On that night , when the stars were indigo
And the sky was turquoise
When the orb of night,
Heard every word you phrased,
While the life compassed and gauged,
Each and every expression on your face,
When the orbit of heavenly celestial,
Came to halt to say,
"Its your time ,go ahead move on, don't wail ,
He is right , he waits for your strides
in his life , have faith in his eyes, he wont change"

Though you said ,"I should smile ,
I shouldn't care, about the other world"
I was Amazed ,
My mind still at pace,
Curiosity still prevails,
About the indigo light ,
About the turquoise sky ,
Cant stop my mind from whisper ,
Chit chat with my soul ,
"What makes you say,
That your plight has disappeared over night ,
You are set free,
You can sail,
How can you say you heard them right ,
And Its not a hear say","

Now its for you and you
To make me believe
You are still there,
Say it over and over again,
I am your life , you yearn for me,
Like the way you did ,on that indigo night,
When the moon appeared in a different mood,
It changed its colour to midnight blue,
When the life smiled ,
And whispered to Moon ,
 "Let her sail" !

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rosemary

To make this piece of poetry easy to comprehend here is some info about Rosemary , its known for various varities and  by various names some of them are Majorica Pink ,Golden Dust , Golden Rain , Irene and also known as dew from the sea. Rosemary is also a source of camphor.

 Boire ( drink french ) I must

 Your eyes are pints of grapes


 Luscious , cant resist
Let me taste your lips
The agua de rosa ( rose water portuguese )
Dewy , they taste like dew ,must say


Twine
Am rosemary
Am vine
Am dew from deep sea


Light
Some fire
Luminate me
Got some camphor on me
Now,look at me
While I  bleed in love
Am majorica pink


Dont wipe
Dont clean
Am golden dust
Am all over
Around your feet


Embrace
Am golden rain
Hide me in a secret place


Elevate me
Take me to ethreal ,
Where everything is real


Kneel
Now feel while I freeze
When you make love to your Irene




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Aphrodite

On a day,when life like a benevolent wave ,

No mood to inflict pain ,

Smiled like sun shine , her eyes too gave away

And it rained ,

Though I was amazed but looked away ,

Drenched in rain  I moved away ,

I heard some one call out my name ,

I slowed down my pace ,

Turned back to look who is there ,

She stood at the gate , Looked like Aphrodite ,

She made her way through ,while I gazed ,

I heard her say , "I came to grace the ocassion , a divine day ,

To see you in euphoria ,that was the aim ,so I came ,

Now wipe out your tears , is the only reason I am here ,

Dont look away ,dont turn your face ,

Its time for you to celebrate ,your love my dear ,

Now change your apparel ,I got some smiles to drape ,

Slick down your hair ,they look ransacked for years ,

But dont paint your lips , he is on the way ,

He will decorate , he will smear

Your lips he said "he only will burnish my dear "

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OUM !

                    What is his name
                        Am a slave ,
       Am captivated by his unsolved riddle ,
              Jehovah ,Yahweh,Allah ,
                  Are all his names
                           But
             they say he is " ONE "
             "Elohim ,the creator,
      You are acumen , I have no vision
            Of  your ways , the fathom
        The mystery of unsolved world ,
        I aplaud your gait , like a slave ,
         I arch my waist in reverence ,
             Accept my obeisance "

    Let me say , the way I preceive you  ,
             Now don't be stunned ,
  You are a wave , like an under water current
      Invisible , yet your thrust is immense ,
            Don't laugh when I say
You are prudish , you are exceptional !

        Yet another name " Adnoi  "
        I can only adore and praise ,
Your ways ,though you have several names ,
          Neither I affray nor fray,
      Have no intention to confront ,
                         YET
 I will come back again ,to solve just one riddle ,
            You have several names,
                           But
 The way to your world is through one name ,
                       That is OUM !


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Ode of Joy

At the age of  11 or may be12 ,I loved reading Urdu Poet Nawab Mirza Khan Daag better known as Daag Dehlvi  He was a self-acknowledged romantic poet (shayar} but contrary to the impression one gets from his poetry, he eschewed wine. Usage of common words and phrases was distinctive of his style. Though i am no where near him but this is an attempt influenced by his style.





On ode to joy ,
No I am not being cynical ,
But have become lyrical ,
Have become like old wine .

Now don't be surprised ,if I make you feel shy
Am now in a different world
A world that's spherical ,
A miracle
I don't care, as long as am twined
With joy of being in your arms
Am ,enticed.

Now ,blow some air
I feel like a flute
With that feel of your lips ,
When they touch mine.

No ,now don't turn ,
Just look into my eyes ,
My heart , my soul , my body ,
Every chord is yours ,
My breath now waits for yours
to feel mine .

Drenched ,intoxicated ,bathed
In dew that's yours and mine ,
My eyes though closed , can still see the hue
When  I hear you murmur
"Cant get enough of you , where were you
while I  looked for you , didn't you know
you are made  for me ,you are mine
now come close , I want to hear you sigh "

I feel like Feni  like old wine ,
 Toast  before you spill this wine ,
Slightly bitter ,at times dry,
 But don't gulp ,go slow
like never before tried.
 Am here , hold me tight .

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Altocumulus

Fazed , now in oblivion ,
Don't show me your uncanny ways
Nor  tell me its a phase ,
Stop following me every where
I loosened my strings
To live every moment
In blithe of being in devotion ,
Engulfed in string of emotions
The gashes , the heart , the soul
Don't pain ;
The spell of umbra too erased ,
I feel so light ,
Like an  altocumulus  , chaste
Am all over the place ,
With the wind  turned fragile
It has become so mild
I am in seventh heaven ,frenzied ,
I sway
With  William , who is just mine
When I look into his eyes they say ,
" I am here to stay , like a star will guide
will hide you in veil ,restore your smiles ,
 wont let you down , no matter what life says"

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Cupid

Do you see a rainbow or have I turned blind
Do you hear sea gulls or its my imagination turned wild
 I saw meadows in the desert , fire in wild brine !

Look at the distant star "Venus " it has changed its attire
Feel the sensation , the aroma of Amor (Latin love)
and watch me smile ,when the cupid who pierced my heart  blames
me for having changed his life !

Can you see my dancing heart ,
The glow on my face ,
The sheen on my fervent body,
My reflection that is now unable to control its smiles !
Can you hear the melody, the music of my consonance with life !

Look at his strange smile that has now become  mine ,
Do you think its madness
 or
 Insanity that has conquered my mind ,
or  is it my conquest on life !

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Khrysos

                        

  A juvenile , in your world
 pristine like a pearl ,
 the way you out lined ;
 in your wonder land , in your world
 lonely yet free ,free to unfurl
but you denied, denied the freedom
 to this girl ;
when I told you , the secret that I learnt
 you didn't revert nor you heard ,
 that I was trying to share , was trying to make you aware,
what is ringing in mind ;
 now when like a khrysos (Greek meaning gold)
 burnt alive to emerge as shining gold ,
when I have become sterile;
 in mode of unfold , now when I unfurl
you turned and told some one , I heard " you are abashed ,
 for your command for you couldn't govern "
 I feel  I should bow to you , your command
 and you should know
it was you , it is you and it will always be you
who would be in command and who would rule ,
no matter how many times
I surrender to merge in this earth to re-emerge in your world ,
remember , had you not smoldered  and  stirred me
 I would have remained a juvenile ,a pearl in this world .

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illusioned

His phenomenal ways , his wondrous gait ,
surprised ,  amazed
with unknown , his occult ways
am illusioned or its a hallucination ,
I see the  spring without season
a rainbow at midnight ,
 dew drops in rain ;
is it a deception or delusion
an implausible , incredible
mist around me
I need some aid ;
fragments of my heart , the ebony
where could they have disappeared ,
the madness the fanaticism
 freshness in the air
 the impressions that speak of a presence
 I can see a trail ;
can you turn around there's a reason ,
 cant identify this place ,
am blinded by unusual prodigy ,
by this  spectacular phase,
the musk that surrounds me
is there for a reason ,
find out till I bathe
while sun shines , while the moon is bright
in breathtaking wave ,
don't look at me for no reason
 am petrified ,am afraid
of his unusual ways.

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Tranquilised

Look at my wings , admire the hues ,admire my flips
my eyes are  bright , my lips turned pink,
the memories of darker side , abandoned , I can fly
my mind is free;
you came into my life when I thought " Love is a myth"
I told myself "It does not exist"
though I searched for the bliss that I thought is a myth ,
you changed my life , you changed my guise ,
my unquenchable thirst ,now satiated am tranquilised ;
few miles away though at a distance , you live
but your heart throb I can hear though you are no where to be seen ,
 your existence I can feel ,your presence I know is real ,
I remember the night , when you told me " Now you can flip "
when you swung your arm around,when I was smitten in your wings;
charmed ,captivated , enchanted ,when tears rolled down my cheeks
couldn't believe , I pinched and realised am alive
you are there for real , for me
my hues , my wings my smiles , are the testimony
and my submission says my heart has healed
now stay in my life , be there until I live
 few miles away , your presence is all I need .


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The Reigning Queen

You are benign , yet move in a mysterious way ,
I know you don't live in shrines nor in a holy place ,
I searched for you in silver screen that surrounds my dwelling domicile
my birth place , my living ground catering to your whims and fantasies
and embellishing your themes.

I wrote down my memoir , thought would make you go through it
when you make up your mind to hear my grievance
against my life " my life The Reigning Queen"

"Downtrodden ,lifeless on my way ,on an avenue unseen
 away from world , ground in a dynasty of shattered dreams
tainted eyes , soiled , the lids down caste with layered grime
  all my  attempts were foiled , to break free from The Reigning Queen
day dreamt of respite,in search of you looked at the  silver screen
 painful yet the stallion in me never died ,the inner voice
 vowed to die in bravery
than give up  in slavery of The Reigning Queen "

 Your call for truce came as a pleasant surprise
like a flamboyant tree in a desert heat, away from an oasis
away from a fresh water creek.
Smothered with this beautiful deed , I lie addicted to your
 verdict , the decree
that its time for me to celebrate , a time to feast !

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Bling Bling

When I heard you say , Now Drift
dumbfounded ,speechless before I could think ;
 you said " Fly " astonished and surprised ,
 before I could turn to look into your eyes
and ask " Do you really mean it ,
 you comply or you mean to play with me "
you said " Live your life"numb , I was stunned
before I could believe you were being candied ;
you pushed me towards the tide that had begun to now recede ,
riding on the tide I hit the shore , that seemed like paradise to me ;
that night in the paradise , when I lay with him
under the sky ,didn't care about what the world would think
he held me  tight , I thought it is a dream
his caressed me all the while he lay beside me ;
 a moment of high ,I let go my soul free
under the sky ,when the stars went bling bling
the moon was shy , could see it hide behind the trees ;
wind whispered "Let's see you smile , when your dream is getting accomplished"
now when you see me smile "you know the secret I believe"

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Orchids

                                      

                          Like I said "my breath now smells of orchids,
                      my smile now hides the mystery that I cant decrypt;
              you have come into my life when my tribulation was on peak,
                    my life had become a torcano that is never relieved ;
                   your majestic strides in my life extinguished the fire
                               that never seemed to become extinct !
                           
                            You have come into my life like a rainbow ,
                                         the hues now I can see ,
                            my color less eyes have begun to sparkle
                        is evident from the colors now that they reveal !

         
                                       I have begun to blossom
                               the color that you  see on my cheeks
                               is mere paragon of the bliss , you see !

                My dissonance with life now has changed into an agreement
                   that you will stay in my life till the day there's life on earth
                                                       or
                      any corner of the universe that no one may have seen !

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Beyond the Bounds

                                             

I smile , when he says "He found me when he thought it is beyond the bounds of possibility, his search he felt is futile but like an angel I came into his life and am a great thing to have happened to him, he thinks of me all the time , I am his love at first sight that he thought is unattainable "
I shiver, with torrent his sights am sure you can hear me quiver ,  transudation I can feel cascade down my face ,my body when he holds me tight and whispers that he loves my eyes . I look away, no words I find to say how I feel inside I am in a state of trance , I can feel my body and soul in rhythm.
Can some one tell him he is my life . Now when he has come he should stay and not leave me alone in wild ,nothing else I want but him by my side , I can feel his presence when I look into my eyes in my reflection in the mirror. His fragrance stays around me when he leaves to come back , my sighs are witness to my love for him . Tell him stay till I take my last breath and dissolve in dust of this mysterious world.

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Mayhem

Confound am baffled ,
what made you change your mind
 that you pulled me out of the huddle ;

Now don't you turn around and say "you were puzzled ,
you are volatile , your mood swings are known ,
you are, at times mercurial"

You gave me no reason for your prejudice ,
nor told me why you made me go through vile ,
and why should i struggle like a lonely fish in a pond
unaware of the way out of  the wild waters that had no flavour ;

Now when I feel safe and cuddled ,
his warmth is all that I feel around me
and the only thing I can hear is his heart beat ,
 absolute silence away from multitude ,
his breath wrapped around me like  vine
around a tree , I am in a state of contentment
now don't ruffle nor perturb
let me stay in this state ,
my prayer is profound ,
now don't you  astound me ,
I hope I made my stand clear ,
I want no mayhem .

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gambit

         

        Astounded by the enigma of your regime
                   am a traveller without a lead ,
                        in a journey unforeseen
                 till I surrender , bow at your feet ,
               like a slave who is bound to redeem
                   for sins of this and past life
                         committed by me ;
                        bereft of direction ,
                    unaware of the channel
                    that leads to  holy gleam .
                  Million years of light away
                      you smile and watch
                          my commotion
                              at times
                           me relieved ,
                 your spirals and your weave
            the  mysterious spell of your regime ;
                        left with no aspect
                      no notions, no beliefs
                             the fact
                          like a pawn
                     sacrificed in gambit ,
                       for your pleasure
                      when you are free
          here's my advice u need to think ,
              next time when you are free
                    give me a pleasure
                       to be a queen ,
                  my lust and desires
                 quenched to extreme ,
             as a queen with "joie de vie"
                      exuberance
                in your play ground ,
                  in your past time ,
                when you are free ,
          when you re write my destiny
            when you re incarnate me.

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Warrior

                                                           

I slowed down to hear the whispers of wind that now had dwindled ,The ocean waves roared "Grab the opportunity while the cosmic powers have aligned to lift you off the road of interruptions , now its time for you to fly with us in the blissful world of saints who are there to assist you navigate through your journey , from now on every step you place will be cushioned .The white petals that you see on the road were gathered from different corners of the universe to make your journey comfortable , now you  need no spat or sole while you travel and reach the rainbow ,the ultimate atrium to heaven , Your life too has sworn not to swindle you of the grape fruit that lies a little ahead on the road ,that you were trying to walk ,several times where you stumbled .The life says its gonna be friendly and seize to behave like a see saw and lie like a luxurious layer while you cross and bathe in the nectar , originally placed for you but your stars made a choice to make you go through series of trials to see your  will to achieve the ultimate , The Sweet Pain , that now shines on you in abundance . 

We all lost to your will power , your spirit and your never tiring strides , your amazing power to bear pain became your bayonet to terminate every hedge that was placed on your way to seize you from achieving the bliss , without that you were like sloe who grew on a shrub yet sustained to taste the sweet nectar.  Here the entire universe bows and has aligned to give you the sweetest of pain,without that you became insane yet a warrior that forced us to allow you to taste the fruit that conceals the sweet nectar of love. 

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Karma

Theres some  astounding thing  happened to me that I least expected , I was pretty annoyed with super natural power, life and every possible power that seemed responsible for giving me immense anguish in life and I repeatedly questioned WHY WHY and WHY  but never refrained from following the principle of Karma and here I stand spellbound , though every part of my body  tells me to share the details with u all but am too scared to even express my feelings yet I found the answer and here it goes.....


"Karma is not fate , for humans act with free creating their own destiny ,According to the Vedas ,if one sows goodness, one will reap goodness; if one sows evil, one will reap evil. Karma refers to the totality of our actions and their concomitant reactions in our life, all of which determines our future. The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate response"
                                                 
                                   

Speechless ,silent with my heart beat that struggled

on an alley , a dark street spell bound by his array

an endless voyage , lonely in sultry desert

lifeless , all I could hear was muffled sound of my breath

when HE swept me off my feet ,

my heart beat enthralled by his prodigy 

gasped  for breath as if it was a witness to an astounding sight ,

I fell on my knees couldn't see through the dust settled on my lids

while I waited to see some brighter side of life

in his kingdom that he reins and I have no say ;

the galloping sound and shimmering brown sheen

 like those of Vulcan (roman god of fire)

appeared , faint but I could see 

 while I struggled to keep my sights clean

and see if it was a dream or some thing unseen;

aghast I shivered like a feeble stream ,
A whisper in my ear, was it a dream

or him ,the creator of every weave

held my hand and said before I could speak ,

 "Here we treat you for your struggle,

don't u feel week in your knees ,

ride the saddle , its time to celebrate

your victory,your freedom from anguish and pain "

and left me the way he came , like a whiff , that was never there

speechless  I stand , in disbelief

I see a rainbow every where,

trying to reason out

WHY  ME ?

when I couldn't see hope against hope

a journey that pained me

such was anguish that I prayed "free me"

but it has ended and I can see

though I am still trying to believe

Yet I beseech believe in Karma

and
 you will see ,

though a little late but I promise thee

there is a power that thrives behind 

you and me !

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conversation with life

   These  lines are extract of few of my poems written on my conversation with  life :)

You thought you could run you could escape ,
"my eminent defeat" , you said " is my fate"
With a slain heart I pleaded but in vain,
your arrogance and your pride turned you blind
you said"I am your child" but" your hands are tied"
"I must play my part on your stage
and
 should have no complaints,
my destiny is to write and applaud your plot , your games ."
You are supreme the ultimate power !
If I walked you controlled my gait,
You are divine so controlled my smiles ,
You claimed
"my lonely heart will find a soul is my hope against no hope
I shouldn't wait for respite from my fate,my lonely nights are
marvels of destiny !"

I told you my life " I am a tenacious child "
"I will not stop will find my way ,
my long strides ,though tired but will walk against the tide,
will leave no stone un turned , till you set me free from the curse of destiny
and re write my fate "

 Now don't you hide from this child,you should have thought when you were being beguile!
your hoodwinks your lies now lie by your side
I walk away from your spell , now you have no control
I am a musketeer,I found my way
I found my love , I found my soul

Now why do you smile sheepishly and hide ,
"Wait this is a part of your role on my stage"
Is this what you are trying to convey ?
If so then hold my destiny , I have no complaints !

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Bliss

                           

                           


                               OH no , its a bliss !
                          Make sure theres no twist ,
                                    I am a saint,
                                I pray, let me sail
                                   you promised
        "you will not touch or change and will stand still
while I drench the world in my color till the horizon where it ends "

                            I like the way you  say
                                        LIVE
             So let me rush before I hear  the final call
                 and feel how it feels to be blessed
           a feeling that I longed for but you never spared .

                          Your world just nudged
                   while it   re wrote every chapter again
                                      that says
                "close your eyes and feel the blissful pain
                   I permit you so don't let the few years
                     of your life left go in waste FLY "

                                         Now
                               don't be intrusive
                                          or
                                     try to pry ,
                   just watch me gallop without a hoof  ,
                            I feel lighter than  a feather
                    though have no wings no caudal
          all I can see is an enchanting smile on his face !

                              Oh no, its a bliss !
                             Hold on I am pale ,
                    pour some color on my body
                              preferably black
                          and duck me in a veil
                                   away
                     from evil eye I am afraid !


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Dreams II

A closet of dreams ,
few accomplished few un achieved ,
I opened the door for you to see
the ones you can accomplish
and
complete ,
like a comatose , like a deceased
I felt without you though I lived ;
be my anchor , navigate me
you are my oar, take the lead ,
widen your arms a bit
accommodate me ,
I am within your reach ;
now let me feel
your warm  breath ,when you breathe
like a novice  I want to feel ,
with you around
when you take the lead ;
my heart pounds when I see the gleam ;
let me drown in your eyes
now don't let the gleam recede ,
my closet of dreams
lies open for you to see ,
here's the key to closet of my dreams ,
don't fear the sound its my heart throb
anxiously waiting for you to turn the key ;
 give me every thing that's in your means


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Decisions

He gave me a reason
to believe
everything has a time and happens for a reason .
Your smiles are there for seasons ,
you have come in to my life for a reason .
I heard the ringing bells of shrine say ,
"its time for vivacity,don't waste your life
on invalid reasons ,
 such opportunities don't come every season .
Your life is a maze , one wrong step may lead you to an unknown world for no reason .
No one belongs to you ,you belong to no one
you come alone and go alone for a reason ;
life is a lonesome journey , if you find someone to walk by your side
its more than what one can ask for.
Now change your gloomy attire to a vivacious one,
welcome the sun rise
that rid you from the marooned life ,
that you lived for no reason.
The time is alive for you to fly
and make hay while the sun shines ,
so smile ,and look forward while life chose to be kind
to you for some reason ,
hold his hand ,don't let the fear of losing him grip
your mind for no reason;
pick up a smile from every corn that smiles
and forget about the pain you got from ... the thorns for no reason.
I give you a few years of your life now  live the way u like ,
  but do think of me who has to take all the difficult decisions "

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The holy slave

             

                 Like a nomad I tried ,
           searched for you in every site ,
            my belief in life had died,
     my soul cried every time it heard my heart
  that was deprived of the luxury of you in my life;
               all my pleas went unheard,
            no one to hear ,no one to feel
          the mockery of life with this child;
    I came down on my knees with folded hands
                            and
            sought mercy from heavens
                             but
came back with a frown that I adorned for a long time
                       on my face;
      Slaughtered and slain ,I asked the pain
         " Why don't you find another place
 to release your anger ,and relieve me along the fate
     now I cant bear you ,OH, you holy slave "
           It turned to looked at my face
                            and
said"Don't worry I will end this game but before I leave,
    have to write an account whether you survive or
                    faint in this holy game"
                     My endless pain
         mellowed me down to the extent
                            that
           I could neither feel nor could faint;
    my existence when I felt was on break down,
        I heard chanting sounds from sphere
                            that
                 was unknown to me
                            and
    I saw you come down riding a holy sleigh
with a smile that pleased this heart that was slain ;
    you came into my life with a  little surprise,
         enchanted me but became my life,
        you are the answer to my prayers ,
         now am getting accustomed to you ,
                            and
         loving every moment of this game .

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Right now

          Lyrics dedicated to my inspiration :)
       

Every day when I wake up in the morning....I see the bright sun shine that wasn't seen for some time .... I go reeling under your love....you  know, now you are my heart .... you are the one, I waited for to be with me; 

          I feel like painting the sky now,with every possible hue right now....hold me I cant stop from  flying ! 

 When I rise every day I see the sun smiling...I know its your love...that makes the sun smile now...my heart ,you changed my life ....I want you to hear my heart pounding that you soaked in your love;

           I feel like flying right now,towards the sky right now....hold me I cant stop from flying !

 Every day now when I see you smiling.....I feel like kissing your eyes now and give you a little surprise .....I write a few lines and dedicate to you , my love.

       

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Mirth

Love is a strange feeling that can not be expressed in words , sometimes it makes you cry, sometimes smile and  times makes you smell of orchids ! Please read on ....

 No more I feel like a twig,
 The rift now is filled with your redolence,
 That now is my identity;
 My breath now smells of orchids !
 Wait, did you say "You like enchanting my frills"
 My frills are significance of  delirium ,a state that now I live in,
 You want to know the secret behind my mystic eyes ,
 The miracle is  power driven from the ,
 Mirth and joy that  I feel in your existence,
 And will stay as long as am surrounded by your magic;
 Your wand is behind the mysterious eyes !

 Do you know you came late,
Yet flooded this heart with smiles
The smiles that had become now extinct;
You know ,you are now my wings
I will fly as long as you stay put , in this little life
That was close to the brim ,
And thought it was the result of my past ,
My sins!

Now dont go as long as I live
You dont know in your magical field
How I feel.
You said "I am an angel ,I live in your heart"
Hold me , dont lose me in madding crowd.
With your love by my side
I am sure to thrive ,my life
You now have become my wings !


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aahat

                           





lyrics in hindi...
my aplolgies for posting them on this blog , i did think of deleting it fro here but had a change of mind
let it be ,let it be here

  
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua,
ek teer chala,
mere dil ko choo kar nikal gaya.....
yeh kaya hua ,yeh kaisa manzar hai
din mein bhi mujhe chaand dikhne laga.....
main kaya karoon,kiss se khoon,
 mere dil ki dhakan bhi kuch kehne lagi,
main sun ne lagi,
unke kadamon ki aahat ab rukti nahi...
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua
hmm,hm ,hmm ,hm/.....

 dekho mujhe , mujhe kaya hua
mere honthon pe unka naam likha....
roko mujhe, main ruk na paaon
main aur sunder dikhne lagi,
un ki aahat jab se main sun ne lagi...
yeh un ki aahat hi thi,
yeh un  ki aawaz hi thi ,
jisne mujhe jeene ka maqusad diya
yeh kaisi aahat hui,
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,
yeh kaisa shoar hua,
hmm,hm ,hmm ,hm/..


main aub behkne lagi,
mein aub chehkne lagi ,
mujhe kaya hua,
aei duniya walo,
mujh ko sambhalo,
main un se mohabbat karne lagi......
jub se  choo kar unhon ne mujh se kaha.....
woh meri manzil hain,
mera pyaar hain,
yeh kaisi awaaz hui,yeh kaisa shoar hua,
ek teer chala,
mere dil ko choo kar nikal gaya.....
yeh kaya hua ,yeh kaisa manzar hai
din mein bhi mujhe  chaand dikhne laga....
hmm hm hmm hm

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Halo (part ii)

On a chariot
with two wings
on my way
where the angels live
hold your breath
for awhile,while
I speed up towards the halo
that I can see ;
The clouds now
seem to be ready
to shower some silver dust
on none other than me
,look into my eyes
have you seen
me so happybefore in my life ;
Like a bee
now I feel
among the flowers
that look like tiny stars
up in the sky
,I wish you could watch
me hop like a butterfly
around the silver halo up in here;
Can you hear
the silver bells sing
"girl now forget every thing ,
tell your world
to look forthe bright star
shining up in the sky
and that's me "
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